Destined To Be With You

Chapter Twenty Eight! :)

*Shinwoo's POV*

I lie on my bed unable to have a decent sleep.

The hurtful words I told Crystal still haunts me even in my sleep. I often dream about her crying and slapping me again and again. She came back in our dorm last week, by the way. She hired a nanny for the pomsky puppy and is being taken care of at the pet shop where she bought it. Luke is staying with us again since the recording of her drama was moved because of the horrible weather so she has a lot of free time. I noticed that Gongchan and Crystal hang out more even if it's at the company or here in our dorm. Don't tell me Gongchan has a crush on her? Or worse, there's something going on about them. Aish! Babo CNU!

I sat up on my bed and checked on Luke who's sleeping peacefully beside Jinyoung. I wonder what is Crystal doing right now? Is she sleeping already? Does she still think of me 'coz I always think about her. I can't help it. Ah, I need to clear my head. I walked out of my room and saw a figure hunched on the foot of the couch in the living room. I walked closely and realized that it was Crystal. She probably fell asleep writing and brainstorming for another song base on the pieces of paper sprawled on the floor beside her.

The corner of my eye caught something familiar. I turned to see what it is and saw the photo-covered notebook I gave her. It was left open. I bent down, took it and read what was written in it. What? I am a curious man!

'Nappeun nom! I hate you! You're a fool and an asshole to treat me this way. I love you with all my heart but you didn't even think twice before breaking it into thousand small pieces. I thought you love me? Did you really?' She wrote.

I want to write back on the notebook so bad but didn't. She will hate me more for snooping in her things.

'Sometimes I wish I was a little kid again. Skinned knees are easier to fix than broken hearts.' I'm sorry, Crystal.

'My fantasy toward you has shattered

The words you said in front of me, the faces you made were all lies

Lonely, my heart is lonely

I fell for your lies so easily'

The paper was softer than usual now and tearstained, making some of the words unable to read. I couldn't control myself but to sat cross-legged in front of her and watch her sleep. I may look like a creeper right now but I don't care.

"I'm sorry, jagiya. I've been a jerk to you. I wish I have the power to turn back the time and change what happened." I said, stroking her cheek with my thumb. A tear fell from the corner of her left eye. "Even in your sleep you're still crying. I hate seeing you like this. I will make it up to you. I promise."

She moved slightly. I froze. Did I wake her up? Oh no. OH NO NO NO NO. Phew. That was close! I waited for a few minutes before carrying her bridal style and lie her down on the couch. Should I? Or should I? I should. I lied down beside her carefully and slept with her back in my arms. I will wake up early tomorrow so she wouldn't find out.

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*Crystal POV's*

I felt something on top of my chest. I probably left my phone again. But it squeezed my chest. Cellphones don't have hands. I opened my eyes in shock and looked on the side. Phew. It was just Luke who's comfortably sitting on the side. I looked down on my shirt and saw that it has a print of Elmo's face. He was trying to take Elmo from my shirt.

"Good morning, aegi!" I greeted Luke cheerfully, carrying him and kissing his white chubby cheeks.

I entered the kitchen where the five boys are busy preparing breakfast.