New Beginnings BTS [FF] werewolf

forgiveness

Y/N: i need to see him ( crying) 

jihyo: y/n not right now. he is resting 

Y/N: i need to see him!!!

jihyo: sorry you have to wait until he is awake 

Y/N: i cant wait that long. 

i ran past jihyo and left the room. she was calling my name. i went to jungkooks room and saw him sleeping peacefully. i fell to my knees seeing a bandage on his stomach. i went over to him with tears in my eyes.

Y/N: i am so sorry jungkook can you forgive me. 

i heard him groan and see him shift his body. i cries even harder knowing that i was the one who put him in this state. i heard jihyo come in and she looked angry at me.

jihyo: GET OUT!! YOU ARE NOT ALLOWED TO SEE HIM!!

                                         ---jihyoPOV---

jihyo: GET OUT!! YOU ARE NOT ALLOWED TO SEE HIM!!

after i said this she said she was sorry and walked out of the room.

jihyo:* y/n you have caused him so much pain and now you have hurt him. i know that you knew something was off about the people and you did not say anything you B**  * 

                                      ---Y/NPOV---

i left the room to see namjoon and yoongi walking towards me.

namjoon: how is he?? 

Y/N: he is resting ( fake smile ) 

yoongi: that is good

then they walked past me '

Y/N: um....jihyo does not want anyone in there right now

namjoon: okay 

i had to lie because i don't want to see the state that i have put their brother in. they started to walk towards me. i turned around and started walking too

namjoon: you want to come hunting with us, y/n??

Y/N : not right now.

they walked away. i went down stairs and started my way home. i arrived home and my mom was outside tending to her flowers. i walked right passed her and went to my room and started crying again. i cried myself to sleep

---------------------- Next Morning --------------------------------------

mom: y/n i thought that you were staying with the clan??

Y/N: i am not staying ( angry/sad) 

mom: why??

Y/N: i have hurt jungkook and now i might hurt the others ( crying) 

mom: y/n you did not know that this was going to happen 

Y/N: i knew that there was something off with them. i smelt faint sliver on them. that makes me responsible!! 

mom stared at me with confusion and a little anger in her eyes 

Y/N: i am sorry 

i ran out of the house as my mom was calling my name. i started running not caring where i went. i ended up at the end of the clans territory. i was about to cross the boarder when jin,hoseok,yoongi,namjoon came to me 

hoseok: hi y/n 

namjoon: y/n what are you doing out here??

Y/N: i am getting away so i don't hurt anyone 

hoseok: y/n, you did not hurt anyone. ( worry) 

Y/N: yes i did, i hurt jungkook. i knew....

before i could finish what i was saying a tan colored wolf  came running it changed to human form it was taehyung. he started talking 

taehyung: JUNGKOOK IS AWAKE!! 

taehyung turned around and started running back. the others transformed and followed him back to the cabin.

Y/N: good now i can get away ( silently crying)

i crossed the border. and started walking i found some mud and rolled in it so no one could see my fur. i started to hear many wolves coming my way. i was stopped by three big wolves. they started growling and snipping at me. i just stood there letting them snip at me. 

wolf1: get out away you beast!!

wolf2:  you don't belong here!! 

wolf1: go back to your clan!! 

wolf3: why did you come here?? 

Y/N: i am just passing through. (head down) 

i heard my name being called from the other side. i turned around to see jungkook running towards me. 

jungkook:Y/N!!........Y/N!!!..... Y/.......

he looked at me just staring at me.

                               ---jungkook POV---

why is she on the other side

jungkook: y/n, why are you over there??

she looked at me with tears in her eyes 

Y/N: i don't want to hurt you or anyone else. (sobbing) 

jungkook: you never hu....

she cut me off and started crying even harder.

Y/N: yes i did!! i knew something was off with them. 

i looked at her with widen eyes 

jungkook: y/n, i also knew something was off. i smelt faint silver. 

Y/N: what?? 

she looked confused.