Johnnie x reader My Bully/Lover

Forgive?

Y/N POV
"Morning babe." JC said in his morning voice and kissed me. "Eww JC morning breathe." I laughed, he laughed and kissed me again. I got up and ran from him and he chased me. He caught me, "Um Y/N someone is here to see you." My mom said, me and JC looked at each other confused and we walked to the door to see Johnnie standing outside. "What do you want?" I growled, "I know you said sorry wouldn't cut it. So I did something to prove I'm sorry. I don't want to bully you or anyone again! I wrote this song that I want you and the rest to hear." Johnnie said with tears. I looked at JC. "Fine, your lucky we don't have school today!" I said and pulled out my phone putting everyone in a group chat:
Me: Hey guys Johnnie is at my house.
Bobby: What why?
Kian: Do I need to bring a gun?
Jeydon: Tell him to leave!
Alex: Run Y/N!
Me: Guys he says he's sorry and wrote a song, I told him you guys would come so he could sing it.
Kian: So no gun?
Bobby: Kian we aren't gonna kill him!
Jeydon: Fine I'm coming, I'll be there in 5
Alex: On the way this better be good
Bobby: Let me get dress then I'll be over there
Kian: Grrr fine! Be there in 2
"They are on the way." I said and me and JC sat on the couch and he out his arm around me. Everyone was soon here and we were all on the couch. "Guys I'm sorry. Y/N told me the first day I bullied her that she wasn't gonna be a bully, and she said the reason I was a bully was because someone bullied me, which is true so a wrote a song because Y/N said sorry wouldn't cut it. It took me a while but I got it." Johnnie said and everyone was quite for him to sing.
(Like the song up top)
Have you ever heard the saying
When people say their ok but don't really mean it?
Ya well tha's how I feel!
I didn't mean to hurt you
I'm sorry for the thing that broke your heart
Even if you don't say it does, I know my hits and words were hurtful.
I hope you forgive me!
It took me years,
To say I was bullied and I cutted.
I just wanted to make myself seem tough.
I hope you understand
I'm so sorry
I don't wanna hurt anyone
I want to be different
Which may be hard for you to see,
But I hope you see, that I'm changing!
For the better now.
And here I am saying
I'm so sorry,
I don't wanna hurt you,
I'm so sorry!
I wanna be different,
..........................
Forget all the pain I did
And all the hurtful things I did,
I'm saying I'm sorry so you understand
I'm changing for you
I'm sorry
I'm sorry!
I'm so sorry
I know you might not forgive me.
But I'm telling you the truth.
I really am sorry
I'm so sorry
I'm so sorry,
Well I'm saying I'm sorry
I'm so really fucking sorry,
I'm so sorry
I'm so sorry
I could tell he meant every word. "I forgive you." I said, everyone looked shocked at me. "Really?" Johnnie said with hope. "Yup!" I said popping the 'p'. "Why?" Kian growled, "Because there's a way you could tell when someone means something and doesn't and anybody can sing a song and not mean it but the way Johnnie was singing it the way he got lost and looked us all in the eyes that's how you could tell he meant it." I said, "Johnnie but you turn on us once I will not be as nice." I said, "Thank you Y/N!" Johnnie smiled and hugged me. "So do you guys forgive him or what?" I asked, "Ya sure." Everyone but Alex said, "He won't hurt you, I'll make sure of it." I said and she nodded. "Your being blessed right now Johnnie! Your lucky Y/N has a huge heart!" Bobby growled. "Which is why I'm so greatful." He smiled.