not the same

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HEY GUYS OH GAWD. THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR 3K READS. its cool that you guys actually read this junk nd enjoy it! thanks for all the votes too. I LOVE YOU GUYS. please keep voting and commenting it makes me so happy when you do! short chapter today srry hope u love it anyways.

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stella's POV

i sat up in bed and screamed at the top of my lungs.

i shook my head and laid back down.

what just happened? i felt pain in my stomach and it was never ending.

i yelped out once more. my stomach ached with pain that was almost unbearable.

one of the guys ran in to my room and whispered

"stella you okay?"

i squinted and saw shawn

"i." i was barely able to speak

he jumped in to bed next to me. "whats wrong" he whispered

his voice was so soothing already

i groaned and pointed at my stomach

shawn partially lifted up my shirt and started to rub my stomach in small circles

"i feel tention." he whispered

i grabbed his hand tightly

"it. hurts." i managed to say

"its okay babe. just relax. youre fine." he said continuing to rub my stomach

the pain started to slow down and i felt extremely exhausted. i figured it was around 5 in the morning.

i let out a deep breath.
"shawn thanks. i dont know my stomach just tightened up." i whispered

he smiled and put my shirt down

"are you warm?" he asked moving around

"kinda"

he rolled over and took off his shirt revealing his perfectly sculpted body.

he wrapped his arms around my waist and i started to drift off...

x

i woke up still in shawn's arms.

it was 9 oclock.

i rubbed my eyes and gently woke him up

"morning." he smiled sweetly

"good morning shawn. thanks again so much for comforting me last night i kn-"

he pulled me in and kissed me

"sorry you were saying" he laughed innocently

i went to go get ready and shawn followed

shawn got his outfit and toothbrush from his room and i told him he could get ready with the guys, but he insisted he stay with me.

he changed in to his outfit.

a flannel, jeans, and vans. pretty typical, but he still looked so hot in it.

i watched him strip down in to his boxers

he was literally perfect. i dont know how i ever ended up with him.

he turned around and caught me staring at him.

"stella!!" he laughed

"im sorry...." i said playfully pouting

"its all good." he grinned

i got ready too and we went out to the magcon room.

i talked to cameron on the way there. i told him about how shawn asked me out, knowing he wouldn't be thrilled about it.

he nodded his head, "you really love him huh" he asked

"yeah. i mean.. i do..." i couldn't face him

"i remember when you use to love me." he said under his breath

he let out a small laugh

i didn't say anything.

"i do love you cameron." i said putting my hand on his shoulder

"its not the same as you love shawn." he said shaking his head

"cameron listen i-"

he cut me off, "forget it stella i dont wanna hear it." he moved my hand off his shoulder and walked away

i was tempted to go follow him but i gave up. what was the point.

cameron did hate me.

but i didn't blame him. i would hate me too. i did hate me too.

i felt a tear roll down my cheek and carter ran up to me

"hey stella i saw cameron are you ok?"

"yeah. im fine." i said wiping my cheek

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