Our Crazy Little Thing Called Family-Sequel to Take Good Care of My Baby

Chapter 26- I Didn't Give Him Up

  "Ronaldo" Jorge said opening the door. "Not now Jorge" Cristiano yelled which made Molly jump a little. "Ronaldo" he said. "I said not now Jorge" Cristiano yelled once more and the door shut. "That wasn't very nice" Molly said.

"I don't care. I just want to be alone with you. To talk to you alone. But everyone always wants to but in. Always thinks I'm going to hurt you" he snapped. "Cristiano" she said softly. "Who am I kidding? Their right anyway. I do nothing but hurt you" he said. "Firstly take a deep breath and count to five. You're too tense" she said and he laughed. "I'm the one who's making you worried and you're taking care of me" he said shaking his head.

"I just want you finally tell me why you dragged me here so I can get back to my son" she said. "Ok" he said relaxing his shoulders. "And I didn't drag you here" he muttered and she rolled her eyes at him. He rested his palms flat on his knees and looked at her.

"Ana told me you talked to her" he said quickly. "What did she say? She told me she would leave it alone" Molly said moving to standing. "Molly please sit. Molly please. She didn't...she didn't say anything bad to me" he said still not understanding why Molly had asked Ana not to hate him. "Molly why didn't you talk to me?" he asked. "I don't know what you mean" she said and he sighed.

"Ana told me what you told her" he said. "She already knew the truth. Something you kept from me. How could you not tell me that she knew about Junior?" she asked. "What good would it have done?" he asked. "I would have..." she stuttered. "You would have what? Started to panic that she knew our secret. Feel guilty for lying to her. Left Madrid. Tell me how me telling you that she knew would have made things better for you?" he asked. She opened her mouth to speak but then closed it again.

"Exactly. It wouldn't have. It would have made you feel worst. I couldn't....I couldn't risk her telling you that she knew. I didn't know how you would react ok. It wasn't long after Tony appeared and scared you out of your mind again. I was just thinking about you Mols" he sighed.

"Really? You weren't a tiny bit afraid that everyone would find out that the woman you had being telling everyone was you son's nanny actual gave birth to him" Molly snapped. "Yes ok I was. There I said it. I was afraid. But mostly about you being able to cope" he said truthfully. "Why do you think I'm going to break?" she asked. "Because anyone else would after everything you've being through" he said.

"Cristiano I want to be with Junior not sitting here rehashing things that we've already discussed before" she said. "But we haven't. Have we? Come on Mols ok we've talked about a lot but you...you never told me....you never told me that you hated yourself" he said and Molly's eyes went to the ground. "I don't know what you are talking about" she said not looking at him.

"You never left him. You never abandoned him Molly" he said. "Stop" she said. "You aren't a horrible person Molly" he said. "Stop it Ronaldo" she yelled. "Not until you actually get what I'm saying through your thick skull" he yelled back. "I gave him away" she yelled and tried and failed to hold back a sob.

"I agreed to hand over my baby for money. What kind of person does that?" she cried. "Someone who shouldn't have being put in that position in the first place" he said. "I made my choice Cristiano. You didn't force me into anything so you can stop feeling guilty" she said wiping her face with her sleeve. "When do you stop feeling guilty?" he asked. "When I take my last ever breathe" she whispered and he gripped his legs at her words.

"Ana reckons that we both need to stop feeling guilty and move on" Cristiano said. "So they way she'll talk to you is if it's behind my back apparently" Molly said. "She has every right to be angry at me Molly for what I've put you through" Cristiano said. "I made the choice Ronaldo. I did. I'm the one who agreed" she said. "You agreed because you are the most stubborn pain in the ass that I've met" he said.

"You clearly need to look at yourself in the mirror more. If that's possible. If you think that" she said back. "You didn't back out when you could have after you were nearly raped" he said. "Don't" she warned. "You were nearly raped Molly and you have barely spoken about it" he said. "Because it happened to me not to you. I don't want to think about it not to mind talk about it. And we've already spoken about this" she snapped.