-COLORFUL EMOTIONS-

alone

A/N->Play the song~<-
Nogla~

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They were everywhere,
Moving here, there...
But they wouldn't leave me alone.

"Jonny~" It was a smiling Cartoonz, along with him was everyone else, smiling and having fun.

"Evan!!" He laughed, wow his laugh...it brought happiness to the home they shared.

It used to be this happy.
I could hear them saying all sorts of things.

"Plug that in." Huh? Plug what in? What's going on?

"No! No! NO!" Hello?

"Not there!" Excuse me?

"Fucking do shit right!" I'm an Irish man...someone answer me.

No one could.

"I'm sorry but-"

"It doesn't work that way!" Why are you screaming?

It went silent after that, nothing but a pin drop could be heard.

Was I asleep? No, then why am I still thinking to myself?

"I'm sorr-" BANG

"IT WASN'T SUPPOSED TO BE THIS WAY!" This person was more than mad, furious maybe.

But why did this happen?
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I don't think I've ever sprang up out of bed this fast in my whole life. What was that dream?

Its not the first time.

Its the same dream I've been having since I woke up years ago. 3 years to be exact.

"I-I can't...." It seemed like all I could do was curl up, legs against my chest and hands gripping so tightly onto my hair. Tears fell down like a waterfall, more like a tsunami.

I don't want to do this, I don't want to live like this....I don't want to live at all.

I don't know what it Is that is hurting but I know it's painful.

I don't know how to stop it but I know I want to end it.

I'm lost.

Someone help me...I just want some warmth.

"T-They don't even care..." Whimper, no one understood what went on in my room. They thought I'd just be sleeping or something but that's not what goes on.

Someone, hold onto me.

I'm trying to fight, but I can't. I want it to stop. I cry Every damn day, I....hate myself everyday.

Hold onto me,
Cuz imma little unsteady.

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Here you guys go~! I hope you guys enjoy and I apologize for not updating. I should probably let you guys know that I won't be updating for a while...just for the fact that my dads an ass and I'm slowly becoming even more insane, mentally, than I already was.

Anyway. Enjoy ~ Tell me what you think~

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