In Love With The Bully

13.

Dear Aiden,

I didn't go to school today.

I'm sick I guess.

I'm not eating.

I haven't eaten for 4 days.

I weigh 100 pounds now.

An average 15 years old girl weighs about 115 pounds.

Are you happy now?

I also cut myself deeper.

I'll admit..

There was a lot of blood.

A lot.

I made eight cuts.

Four on each arm.

Then I bandaged them up.

I wasn't going to, but my family would've seen them.

And then, you did something really different..

You texted me.

I don't even know how you got my number.

I don't have any friends.

You're lucky you have a lot of friends.

You're well known.

You're popular..

Even though you're mean.

On the other hand,

I don't have any friends.

Even though I am nice.

But how did you get my number?

This is what you texted me:

You: Hello?

You: Hey, its me. Aiden.

You: Why didn't you come to school today?

You: Please answer..

You: I want to know if you're still alive.

You: please? Even just a period.

You: Please reply.

You: I...

You: I miss you...

Those were the exact words you said to me.

But why..

Why are you texting me this?

Why are you acting like you care...?

You just want me to come to school so you can hurt me.

You wanted me to die.

But now you're saying that you want to know if I'm still alive?!

I'll admit..

Those last words that you said,

They made me blush a bit.

They were kind of sweet.

But you're lying.

Just. Stop. Acting.

Love,
Luna