It was the last day, and I know after that we will still love each other we will still be together , but not actually together. I know we love each other and the bond between us can never be broken but who knows what future have planned for us.
May be not actually what we think . Thinking over and over, realising it's his last day with me at school and than he will move for his dream college in some another country.
He is one year senior from me and today is his last day at school whereas I have whole 1 year left. We both have different career dreams so probably not able to attend same college. We promised nothing will change but I could sense it that everything is gonna change. Everything will actually change when the person you love will go miles away and no phone calls or texts can make fell someone's presence.
Currently he is hanging out with his friends of course last day of school, and than schoollife is over.
He comes back from school ground to his class where I was waiting for him. As soon as he arrived and his eyes met mine, we both were just looking into each others eyes. His eyes are normal brown but they are most adorable pair of eyes for me, everyone complements me for beautiful eyes they are also normal brown coloured but everyone likes it but I like his eyes because I find something special in them, I find love in his eyes for me. The way he looks at me just proves he loves me a way too much. He is not my boyfriend, not my bestfriend or something. He is my first true love and I am his love. He never asked me out neither do I want him to because I just feel right the way it is.
Yes I'm 16 years old and he is 17. As the thoughts were rushing in my mind he just said my name and I didn't realise he was just inches away from me. I snap back into reality and he smiled at me. Oh God that smile, people says feelings get faded by time but it just makes me feel the same way the first time he smiled at me.
He was going to hug me and than period got over and students came back to the class from ground. Not even a single minute I got with him this full day, as soon as students arrive some of my friends came and greeted me. Not only him but I am loosing my other senior friends also. I love all of them we all have a special kind of bond. Now it was time to go to activity hall as our school has organised something for last day of senior and both senior junior classes are invited. Here seniors just share there experience whearas junior listen them as soon they are going to be the seniors.
We moved to activity hall and I joined my class. My best friend asked me ''is something wrong?" I didn't replied just shook my head. She asked me again "Did you talked to him?did you spend sometime together?" "I don't even got a single moment with him,and I am not even able to shutter a word in front of him today."I reply blankly. She listened and said "I love you" which I replied with "I love you too" I trust her and love her more than anyone in world except my parents and brother. She is the one who fully understand me. We are both different personalities but many things in common . She is my everything. She just listen to my dumbshit but never complaints, so do I when she just talk like a dumbo. But I love her. Although her boyfriend is also a senior and is soon gonna leave but she is here with me comforting me, she knew I need her presence right now .
As we all settle down our teacher came and started the ceremony and called the first name and it was obviously his name being headboy of school he is always first for everything. He completed his speech as how greatful his journey was from first day of school to the last one. I never took my eyes of him throughout the speech and he also look back after a couple of seconds at me and smiles and than look away continuing the speech and I find myself blushing a bit. Although I am not smiling at all because I don't feel like it. Soon his 2 min speech was over and he took his seat back. All the speeches ended and I realised I heard nothing instead I was staring at him.
Soon the ceremony was over and teachers were out of hall leaving students to spend alone time with each other. This was enough for me and now I decided that I will just spend the rest of time with him, I won't let anyone to spoil it .
everyone formed little groups started talking and my best friend just went to her boyfriend and I was just staring at him his friends left him and go to backside of hall and he was still sitting in front desk he wasn't facing me his back was towards me. As I was about to make my way towards him my friend came and offered me to come along but I denied and said thank you and made my way to him. He was sitting still as I reached his desk I was just about to sit down with him and he just turned back and asked one of his friends of his class only to come and talk. I just looked at him and than at the girl who was my friend also, it was just like I am a fool, like seriously I wanted to spend time with him and he knows I was going to sit with him and talk to him and he just call someone else to company him. The anger boiled in me and I was just about to go from there when he hold my wrist and I herd from the girl "stop teasing her" and she smiled at me, she knows about us and than he chuckled and He held my wrist and made me sit down with
him. I was still mad, he said "I was kidding bae" but I didn't respond instead I just teared up and started crying a bit, I was behaving over dramatically. He just held me close and kissed my forehead and placed his warm hand on my cheek and said sorry. I just buried my face in his neck holding his hand. My one hand was interlinked with his and other was holding his wrist with tight grip never letting go and we were both facing the window in front of us.
"I wasn't crying just because of that" "l was crying because I will miss you alot and only thinking about it is causing so much pain" he put his free hand around my shoulder and said "I will miss you 2. And I love you" I replied "I love you 2"
We were both still facing the window not caring much about students at back creating so much of noises and disturbing the peaceful silence between us. But we both were not paying any attention to it. I thought I would talk with him all the leftover time before this lastday ends but this silence is somewhat more peaceful and I realised our hands were still interwinked I still had tight grip on his wrist as I will never let him go away I never loosen that grip I will never let his hand go but unfortunately I have to after somemore time the thought of it only made me tighten my grip even much harder and out of nowhere I asked him, I just asked him "what are we?............"
.......part 2!soon
This is my first ever story!!!
Sorry if it sucks!!!
Sorry for any grammatical or spelling mistake😜😅!!!
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