Dear Journal,
Should I write my suicide note in here or on a seperate sheet of paper? Do I want people to be able to read what I was going through, or be blind to my pain? These are the questions I've been asking myself lately. I think I will write it in here.
Or maybe I won't write anything and just leave you out; let you tell the story yourself.
There are a lot of choices to make when contemplating suicide, I've learned. The biggest one, of course, is do I do it or not?
I don't know my answer yet. It's getting hard to be alive.
Louis
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reality ➸ larry
Fanfiction❝he told me to follow my heart. i told him that my heart goes wherever he does.❞ or; louis has a journal, and a bad sense of telling when something's wrong.
