entry forty-nine

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Dear Journal,

I think this is going to be my last entry. I want Harry to read you. I don't know why, but I feel he should. 

Thanks for letting me write in you. Well, I know you're a book but you're an escape for my emotions, so I feel you should be thanked. 

I should probably tell you that it's been years since my previous entry. Harry and I are getting married tomorrow. 

He proposed in the forest at the same place we had our first kiss. I called him a cheese-ball, and he just said he loved me. 

My schizophrenia is not better in any way, and medicine still makes my head hurt. I say weird things sometimes, I think. I doubt everything around me, still, but Harry's helping me to understand, along with my mum, sisters, and the new counselor I got that doesn't treat me as a child.

Well, I guess this is goodbye, for the last time. Just know that I'm happy with life and completely in love with Harry. 

I followed my heart, and it lead me straight to him. Twice.

Louis x






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