This isn't goodbye! [Yuri On Ice!!] (Victor X Yuri)

[LETTER 3]

Hey,

Its been a really long while. There's one thing on my mind, its all about you. You, Yuri Katsuki, an amazing and skilled ice skater.

I don't think I can do this anymore you know? I've been putting on an act that fooled even me. Everything has changed, and it's all about you. I'm out of sight, I'm out of mind and everything is so calm for me now. I'm going to keep this short but I love you Yuri. Three words have two meanings and I can't ever figure it out, the lines are blurred. Your the only clear thing in my life now.

I'm thinking of giving up at this point, nothing is clear and I just want to be with you yet you don't want to. I'll always pick you up when your getting down and after all these things I've done, I think I love you better now.

I didn't think I'd come back to feeling like this again, yet here I am. I though I'd get over you. I thought you were just another chapter in the book of life. I remember why I chose to coach you. I remember the night so well, you was drunk and was about to leave before you saw and and ran up to me. Huh you shoved a piece of paper in my hand asking if I could train you and then you ran off without letting me say a word and its hard to say it, but I've been here before with Chris. However he had potential to make it on his own, he didn't need someone to train him because he never let his losses keep him down. Unlike you Yuri, you always let your losses keep you in a bad mood which made your performances slack, its also why I decided to step in and coach you so you wouldn't be like that anymore. It worked. I never planned on getting engaged to you but I did and boy those few months of you and me went so well.

Thank you for showing a part of me I never saw. The caring side.

Also thank you for the letter, you will never see this one but it doesn't matter. Thank you for still talking to me even if its months apart.

Victor Nikiforov

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SONG CHOSEN FOR THIS CHAPTER:
LEGO HOUSE
BY ED SHEERAN

I'm gonna pick up the pieces,

And build a Lego house
If things go wrong we can knock it down

My three words have two meanings,
There's one thing on my mind
It's all for you

And it's dark in a cold December, but I've got you to keep me warm
If you're broken I will mend you and I'll keep you sheltered from the storm that's raging on now

I'm out of touch, I'm out of luck
I'll pick you up when you're getting down
And out of all these things I've done I think I love you better now
I'm out of sight, I'm out of mind
I'll do it all for you in time
And out of all these things I've done I think I love you better now

I'm gonna paint you by numbers
And colour you in
If things go right we can frame it and put you on a wall

And it's so hard to say it but I've been there before
Now I'll surrender up my heart
And swap it for yours

I'm out of touch, I'm out of love
I'll pick you up when you're getting down
And out of all these things I've done I think I love you better now
I'm out of sight, I'm out of mind
I'll do it all for you in time
And out of all these things I've done I think I love you better

Don't hold me down
I think my braces are breaking, and it's more than I can take

And it's dark in a cold December, but I've got you to keep me warm
If you're broken I will mend you and I'll keep you sheltered from the storm that's raging on now

I'm out of touch, I'm out of love
I'll pick you up when you're getting down
And out of all these things I've done I think I love you better now
I'm out of sight, I'm out of mind
I'll do it all for you in time
And out of all these things I've done I think I love you better now

I'm out of touch, I'm out of luck
I'll pick you up when you're getting down
And out of all these things I've done I think I love you better now
I'm out of sight, I'm out of mind
I'll do it all for you in time
And out of all these things I've done I think I love you better now

I'm out of touch, I'm out of luck
I'll pick you up when you're getting down
And out of all these things I've done I will love you better now

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