Ruined | ✓

< forty seven >

I talked to my sister about it. She seems proud of me, for dealing with this alone. I guess I'm proud of myself, too. If you weren't the one I'm breaking up with, would you be proud also?

She helped me write it, edit it, and make sure it makes sense. I'm going to send it to you, before the dance. My friends, the few that have stuck by my side, are going to read it. Then I'm going to send it, and break off what we have.

It's like I said. My head is clearer. I want to live a normal life, a normal teenager, find love the normal way, and not have to lie to everyone I know anymore.

You've given me the perfect honeymoon phase. But I want out.