Frozen Heart (Yuri x Reader)

Chapter 26: My Sweet Angel

Chapter 26: My Sweet Angel

(Yuri's POV)

I woke up in the afternoon sleeping next to a small figure. My eyes were still sleepy but I was able to make out long h/c hair draping over the figure's shoulder. I had to stare at it for a second before remember the events of yesterday. I blushed a little as I realized Y/n was here sleeping next to me with her head cuddled in my chest. I can't help but feel happy that Y/n is in my life again. I don't have to feel grief on the friend I've thought I lost. The room is silent around us and the only noise I can hear is the nursing and doctors walking and talking about patience and the sound of Y/n sleeping. I held Y/n awkwardly for a couple minutes before hearing my phone go off. I carefully reached for my cell phone and looked at the notification. Mirajane had just texted me. I opened the message and began to text her while not waking Y/n.

Key:

Mirajane- M

Yuri- Y

M- Yuri, where are you? You have been gone for about 6 hours

Y- Srry Mira, I didn't mean to scare you. I went over to see Y/n. Y/n is awake now so when I checked up on her she was pretty drowsy

M- What does his have to do with being home late?

Y- Y/n ended up falling asleep and I fell asleep right next to her

M- YOU WERE SLEEPING NEXT TO HER?!

Y- Yes, she asked me to not leave her so I didn't

M- ...You gotta be shitting me

Y- What do you mean?

M- She has been only awake for a day and she is already your favorite again?

Y- What are you talking about?

M- I know that you used to like Y/n and then after the incident you fell in love with me...Was it all a lie?

Y- NO! I would never lie to you!

M- Then come back to me!

Y- But Y/n-

M- NO BUTS! COME. HOME. RIGHT. NOW. I don't care if she is sleeping. Get your ass over here cause we need to talk

Y- ...No

M- What?!

Y- No, I will stay with Y/n

M- But Yuri-

Y- No buts, I love you Mira. Please don't forget that

M- ...I expect you home by 7-8, okay?

Y- Will do

M- Ttyl...

Y- Sure, bye

M- ...Bye

I put down my phone back onto the lamp desk. Why was Mira so mad for? Sure, she had a point. I used to crush on Y/n because at the time she wasn't knocked out and I could love her physically. When the Rhythm of Skates incident occurred, I started to take new interest. Mira hadn't always been my target but when I got to know her Mira's personality was similar to Y/n. The only difference is that Mira grew up high life. Mira was mentioned to be the school's queen but I think it's only based on her appearance and her high social standing. I'm not sure how many times I've said it before but I love Mira. We've been dating for 6 months and if I really wanted to break it off I would have done it by the end of month 1. I can't bring myself to hurt a girl sometimes but I also can't bring myself to pretend to love someone I don't. Mira will always be in my mind and so will Y/n. Y/n was the first person who thought of me more than just an idol in figure skating and that's why I respect her so much. I love the way she treats people. She remains calm and noble but at the same time isn't afraid of saying what she has to say. Sometimes, it may come off as sass but it makes for an extremely funny conversation for later.

This may just be me sounding crazy but could Mira be jealous? Y/n has only been in a coma for 9 months but she has cease to leave my mind. Maybe Mira thought that since I was dating her I'd care less when she awoke. I can tell you now (Whoever I'm talking too), that no matter how much time passes if Y/n wakes up from a coma that takes her from my life then I come back for her. I don't want to be a person who abandon my friends. Y/n means the world to me. Being one of the few people who treats me like a normal person, Y/n is one of my most precious friends. Everyone I know doesn't have a problem with her. Otabek likes to hang with her. Viktor and Yuri gather everyone sometimes at their house and we all play cards. Y/n is chill but she has a heart of gold. Kind and gentle, but some reason I feel like there is something I'm missing. Y/n's eyes flickered open and made their way towards me. I stare at her blank face and waited for her to speak.

"Y-Yuri?" She spoke softly in a question tone. Since she can't see I guess she might have thought I left.

I stroked her long h/c hair, "I'm here, don't worry idiot."

She huffed, "I'M NOT AN IDIOT!"

I chuckled, "Did someone miss me?" I teased

She puffed her cheeks out, "No, I'm just lonely."

I laughed and gave her a hug, "Really?"

"Yes..."

Y/n is one of those few people whom I converse with and that I speak honestly with. Some of these other people include Viktor, Yuuri, Otabek, Mila, Yakov, Lilia, May, and June. I don't like telling people my real feelings (especially paparazzi) because if I tell them anything about how I am feeling at that moment I could be made fun of. I don't want to come off as 'soft' to people. I want people to know who I am when it benefits me. Sure, I get tired with my angels but it's only because they care for me so much. I'm thankful for my fans and my supporters but I will never willingly tell one of them how I feel. Mira, she is one of those who I can't tell everything to her. She has power in different regions of the world by her family's business but it doesn't make her evil. The only reason I don't tell her some stuff is because if I tell her she will probably get mad. She has seen me throw random fits all the time but it never came off as an 'I hate you' feeling. I love Mira deeply but it's just I can't tell her some stuff about myself or other people I know. I can't tell Mira that I might still have feelings for Y/n. My feelings of love and care for Y/n is coming back and it is getting worse. Mira will always be in my heart so I'm afraid to hurt her. I never mean to hurt some people (maybe except for JJ and Chris) but it always comes off that way because I'm hot headed. Love hurts a lot of people but this will probably hurt Mira the most. Mira was there for me when Y/n wasn't. She would hug, cuddle, and kiss whenever I need love. She knew me very well, so well that she has gotten to the point of knowing I'm thinking something before I say it. She would feel betrayed if I left her. Y/n means the world to me but so does my girlfriend. The two girls in my life that I will forever have a close relationship to will be them. If I dump Mira, she might retaliate badly. At this point, I've figured out that Mira can get easily jealous. The call further proved my point. I don't know her thoughts on Y/n so I can't guarantee Y/n's safety. Mira would feel like a doll if I broke up with her. She would go probably as far to say that I only dated her because I was lonely without Y/n and she reminded her of Y/n. The bad part is that it probably is true. I fell in love with Mira not because of her looks or her social class but who she reminded me of. I love Mira but I love Y/n more. If I really am to choose one girl...then let the games begin.

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Hey guys! Once again it's your girl Cici back with another update! I'm pretty sure many of you saw the update last night but if not I will tell you it again. This is the last chapter you get before I go my my probably 2 week hiatus. I know it seem difficult but I haven't been writing enough sufficient chapters for you guys to enjoy. I don't want chapters to be rushed and half done because that is not my style. I am also running low on inspiration to writing the chapters especially with coming up with the plot of recent chapters. I don't know exactly how long I will be on this hiatus but I will rest assure you it won't stop me from writing this story. If a new chapter doesn't come out within a month radius then feel free to spam me about it. Anyways, that's all I got to say for this chapter. I'll see you guys in the next update, ciao~