I couldn't believe this was happening It was just one night one night of passion now I was responsible for another human's life sure enough I knew it was a baby's life my baby's life
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~Matt's POV~
Months had gone by scene Jacob's death. my darling Katie was still depressed about it. I could barley get her to smile anymore. I didn't know what to do I felt so helpless. The nights were the hardest, she would wake up crying and screaming in her sleep, but every night I was there to hold her. It broke my heart to see her cry. It brakes my heart to see her crying, but there was not much I could do. We Haven't done that in months cause of what Had happened. Sometimes when I would get her to come out of bed she would yell at me, but I understood why. It was the pain of losing Jacob, it hit her so hard she hardly ever eats, sleeps, or leaves her room or the house anymore. I couldn't stand seeing her this hurt. :( "Katie Sweetheart dinner time" I said trying to get her out of bed. "Not hungry" She said in a tired voice cause she hasn't got much sleep. "Sweetheart please try to eat, you need to eat" I said still trying to get her up. "I SAID I'M NOT HUNGRY!" She yelled in my face with anger, but I didn't take it to hard. I just left the room to leave her to her thoughts.......
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~**Katie's POV~
I have been in my bed over 12 weeks now. I didn't wanna do anything, I didn't wanna eat, or sleep or leave my room. All I wanted to do was cry. A few months ago I had lost my baby and it hit me so hard. I felt as if my heart was breaking. I couldn't help but think this was my fault. If I didn't get into that crash my baby still be here. I be holding him in my arms today. Matt tries to tell me everyday that it's not my fault, but lately I've been yelling at him. I felt bad about it to cause Matt is just trying to help and all I ever do is yell in his face, But he doesn't understand my pain no one dose.......
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~Matt's POV~
I Slept on the couch a few nights so I could give Katie her space. I was watching TV when I saw her come out of the room. She sat down next to me and looked at me. "I'm sorry I yelled at you" She said feeling bad for it. "Its ok honey I know losing Jacob was hard for you it was for me to, but it was not your fault ok so please don't think it was" I said grabbing her in a hug. "Your so sweet Matt I would of left if I was you" She said looking at me. "Never I could never leave you" I kissed her forehead and lest her rest her head on my shoulder. "Your stuck with me forever" I said holding her close. "And I'm ok with that" She said looking back at me and smiled..
~**Katie's POV ~**
I was so grateful to have Matt in my life, even thought i screamed at him hes still whiling to stick around. I rest my head on his shoulders. He grabbed me in a hug telling me this was not my fault, and I know it was not my fault, it was just hard losing Jacob. That's why I'm glad I have Matt here to hold me close and to whip my tears away. I looked at him in the eyes, I had missed him sleeping in the same bed as me so much!. "Come to bed with me tonight please" I begged looking at him. "Ok my love" He said kissing my lips. We both got up and went to the bed room. We Cuddled in each other's arms and fell asleep <3
