IRL | JINKOOK ✅

chapter seventeen

i can't let this happen.

i wrote down my every thought in my notebook. all of them had to do with seokjin.

i can't let this happen.

just thinking of what i saw at seokjin's house last night would make me tear up. ive already grown so fond of him and we've just barely met the other day. seeing him get bullied and hearing about him being this suicidal, it just....makes me realize how much of a mess i would be if i were to lose him.

i can't let this happen.

if hoseok were to bully him one more time, that may be seokjin's....last straw. somebody who is suicidal is basically on the verge of killing themselves 24/7...don't worry, i did the research. so if hoseok does something real mean one more time, it could possibly trigger seokjin to....kill himself.

i can't let this happen.

i saw all those razors and pill bottles in the vanity...i mean, it seems like the option of killing himself is 100% available with things like that in the cabinet! he could simply go to the bathroom and overdose anytime. he could go into the bathroom and harm himself...anytime.

a tear rolled down my cheek.

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18 times i've got emotional about seokjin today.

there's simply no way i can stand to let this happen! hoseok can't get to us. as long as we try not to take his insults personally, i can keep seokjin wrapped around my finger. i never want to let him go, he's such a good friend and an amazing human being. so kind and sweet.

i won't let this happen.

jungkook: hey seokjin?

jungkook: i have a plan