Sometimes you just feel dead inside... Well that sometimes doesn't connect to me, because I feel dead more than you think. Am I happy? Am I sad? Let's say I'm more of one, but I'm both....
Do you know what it feels like to be thrown away, then broken into tiny little pieces, then thrown away again? So many people don't, but they try to understand. You can't understand just by talking to that person, you have to experience it, but no one would want to go through that which kills you.
Is it fun to lie
Is it fun to promise something, but break it so easily like a twig
Is it fun to draw blood from a person
Is it fun to beat someone till they are numb
Is it fun to try murdering a human...
Is it fun not to love a kin, try to kill it, but fail and instead beat it
Is it fun to see your own child get beaten by your "love"
Is it fun to be happy about making a person want to die...
Is it bad to want to protect yourself
Is it fun to say "I love you", but then say you were just a toy
Is it fun! To break a relationship just because you don't like it
Is it fun to push someone to the VERY EDGE?
Is it bad to try killing the one who pushed you over to the edge
Is it fun to tell a secret
Is it fun to sexually abuse someone
Say what you want, but leave my name and the ones I hold dear out of your mouth. Stronger than many, I have survived the HELL many are scared of. Help those in need; I will not back down from another fight, especially if those people have to go through what I went through.
*People are meant to be loved...
Things are meant to be used...
The reason why the Earth is in chaos is because:
People are used and things are loved*
Cyber bullied
Verbally bullied
Lied to constantly
Physically abused
Sexually abused
Self harm
Depression
Psychological issues
Suicide that didn't work
I wouldn't want to list anymore...
Only love I have right next to me is my brother...
Message me if you want. My life has finally just begun, and I want to see your life blossom till the very end of mine or till you're destined to die, but right now isn't the time...
KAMU SEDANG MEMBACA
My Book Of Thoughts
AcakA book of my thoughts, even though I seem happy and everything all the time that's only a cover. The way this book looks explains me in the best way, the cover is pretty, while the inside is like poison. So many dead, so many alive, so many people t...
