There were days when he wanted to give up. Living like this was no good for him and he knew for sure, that Minseok would hate to see him this way. But what he would hate the most, is to see him take his own life. The thought of him made him want to continue but also end it. He was indecisive and broken. People always come and go, and honestly, he never thought their relationship is gonna last for long but he still meant the world to him. Death is necessary but natural death is less painful for everyone around than a death caused by someone else. Especially if it's themselves.
