I've been shook so many times
All this energy building up
I have nothing to do with it
But then I see someone walk by
Someone I've known for so long
Someone who I've liked just as long
But he doesn't like me
I can see it in his pretty eyes
But as long as I've known him he hasn't been in a relationship
And we have never really had long conversations
He doesn't know me much
But I know about him
I watch him constantly
I forget all my problems
Everything I worry about
The second I see him walk by
All my pain gone in an instant
Butterflies in my stomach
He's going to a party tonight
I guess I'm going too now
I want to tell him
To let some of this fizzy gas out
So I won't cause a big explosion
If I let some of my energy out
I don't want to hurt anybody
No matter how much they hurt me
No matter how much they shook me
I don't want to be the monster they are building
Teasing me
Pushing me to my limits
So I'll be the monster they say I am
Prove them right
But they are feeding me with pain and lies
Because they are creating this monster
This monster that I am turning into
No matter how hard I try
I don't think I'll be able to resist
I'll turn into the monster they are building me into
R.K.
