The unexpected road

Chapter 15: Trying to let go

As everything was about to go black I felt a boys arms around me swimming to the surface. I was to scared to open my eyes but it felt as it took forever to reach to top. As my hero roped through the surface of the water my lungs when hurt and I could feel my hart through my chest like an earthquake. As he put me on the ground by to pool he got out. I opened my eyes to thank him instantly seeing 5 boys who I didn't recognize.

"Who the hell are you?" I said out of breath.as I got up and ran to the nearest bush and puked.

"Fuck are you ok?" One said. I looked at all of them.

"Fuck are you okay I didn't now you couldn't swim?" Keaton said running up to me with Harry. anger then boils inside of me.

"Who the fuck are you?" I ask completely ignoring the questions. the 6 looked at me as if I had problems. I got pissed when they didn't answer.

"Fuuuuckkkkkk! I asked the six of you fucks a question and if you don't answer me I'm going fucking a wall!" I said screaming. everyone's eyes widens as I say that. as I tap my high heel impatiently they begin to talk.

"Ok well someone needs a drink" another boy said as he ran to get something.

"Ok well I'm Luke this is my twin Jai my other brother Beau went to get you a drink this is Daniel and he's James." so called Luke said. Beau came bake with a towel and a cup.

"Here. drink that" beau said as he raped me in a towel and laid me on the hammock

"We-no no no I saw you In the water not moving so I jumped to save you." Jai said with a cheeky grin. I smiled and admired there cuteness I looked at Jai who was soaked.

"Come here Jai." I command. He walked up to me.

"Yes?"he said worried.

"Lay with me...please" I begged with puppy eyes. he hesitated then laid on the hammock. I put the towel on his and kissed him on the cheek as he began to blush and sit still.

"Thanks for saving me" I whispered slowly as got up. when I got up all the boys were surprised and Jai lost his balance causing him to fall. as I walked I saw Alex and went to him.

"What the hell why did you just kiss Jai" he asked with jealousy. I slapped him in the face then said.

"We're done you fuck up. I saw you kissing another girl you little bitch" I said and strutted back in the house knowing all the guys jaws were dropped. I walked to the drinks to find Drew. I got a drink and Drew came up to me.

"Hey little lady....you want to tell me why the fuck your wet?" he said laughing. I looked at him as he told me his childish joke "wet..get it....no ok" he said and stopped laughing. I laughed at his act not the joke. "so you do get it?" he asked

"No I'm not laughing with you I'm laughing at you dumb ass. any ways Keaton and Harry through me into the pool Jai saved my life and I just smacked the shit out of Alex for cheating on me" I explained. he looked confused for a minute then got it only for the confused face to come back.

"Wait you were dating Alex?" Drew asked.

"Yea for like 30 minuets. Oh Dalton is sleeping in Niall's room...i think,I'm still little drunk but I should be okay. next Time I'm picking the drinks cause you suck it feels like there is a burning hole in my fucking neck." I said as we both laughed.

"Sorry" he said sympathetically. I nodded. "it's still early planing on getting a boy" he smirked at me.

"Hello! saving my vCard...but I have my eye on someone" I said. his eyes filled with worry.

"Who?!" he said

"Why? your not my..."i stopped as I began to wonder. Who was my dad? Was it that abusive fuck? or was the flash back I had real. I was 2-2 1/2 in my flash back is it possible to not talk to you child for 15 years then come back just to leave again. did he care about me? Maybe he didn't want me? was I a mistake? All these question layered in my head.

"Jess! Jess! are you ok?" Drew yelled

"I'm fine but I have a question" I said

"Ask away" Drew slurred. I'll ask tomorrow.

"Never mind, I'm letting go tonight!" I said getting more intoxicated by each sip. I walked out side and strut to Luke. I turned him around and grabbed the hem of his shirt pulling it to me making our lips smash into each other. as he was taken by surprise it took him seconds then kissed me back. He then wrapped his arms around my waist and I wrapped my arms around his neck.

"I saved you can't I get some credit" Jai said.As luck grunted in annoyance.

Luke and Payed no attention to Jai's remark. As his tongue roamed my mouth I pulled away. His eyes shot open and watched me walk away. in annoyance I tuned around.

"Well... are you coming or not?" I asked to see him instantly behind me. I took his hand and pulled him in the house,through crowds of people and up stairs to an empty room.

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