Chapter 14- 'Arrgh nice sleep'

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I realised that at like chapter 9 I lost my title like how I would go chapter 10- J I N X And things like that so I'm going to try And bring that back
-Demon_Angel_Lover

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Jinx's POV
I wake up in a familiar room to a annoying beeping noise. What the fuck?. I try to rack my brain for why I'm in a... hospital room?. Denis cutting, me running to the park... but.... I didn't make it there did I?. Oh god. I look around the room to see flowers that looked beautiful, helium filled 'get well soon' And 'we miss you' balloons floating around but the first thing I notice is the wall covered in... paper?. I get closer to examine it And see its writing
'Jinx is a amazing person, a awesome addition to the AA family And we will miss her but I know she can get through it #GetWellSoonJinx #WeMissYou #AAFamily'
One piece of paper says And I look around the room seeing they're all like that, saying how people missed me And how amazing I was. I feel tears well up in my eyes at this massive gesture. I look around the room again And see a teddy bear holding a letter 'To Jinx' it says in a sort of messy writing. I carefully pick up the letter And see that it was dated '3/10/17' that was... I check my phone. That was 3 days ago, I open up the letter And unfold it
'Dear Jinx,
Hey Jinx I know you've probably just woken up when you read this, so I'll give you the updates I'm sure you're desperate for, if you didn't know you were in a car crash that put you in a coma, everyone has missed you like crazy And it's terrifying to think that we'll wake up And not have you're pretty face being the first thing we see. I'm sorry for how we met (when I was sober) And I wish I could take back every word I said but I can't so all I can do is say that I'm sorry And I wish we'd gotten off to a better start. Anyway we miss you like mad And I wish you were here, I know we didn't know each other well but it was clear you were a friendly gentle person. I miss you Jinx, Denis is different without you, never smiling he really misses you. I know I've said it soo many times but we love you Jinx, you're the best thing that happened to this band. I'm just repeating myself now so I'm going to go I can't wait 'til you wake up Jinx, we all Love you
- Danny xx '
As I read this my eyes fill with tears And I put the note down gently and snuggle up to the blanket that was on my bed, which happens to be MY blanket, my favourite blanket. Oh my god these boys have done so much for me. I get into bed And press the nurse button so they know I'm awake And I nurse rushes in
"Oh you're awake sweetie! Let me tell your friends" she says And I cringe at the 'sweetie' part. I hate when people (apart from the boys) call me love,sweetheart or hun. I just hate it.
"No!" I say And she gives me a confused look
"I want to surprise them, please don't tell them yet, how long have I been here?" I ask getting my bearings
"About... 2 months" she tells me looking down at her clipboard
"Ok do you have my clothes like not the hospital ones?" I ask awkwardly And she points to the door And I get changed And hurry back And lay on top of the bed
"Ok don't tell them why but send them all in" I tell her And she nods And walks out. A few seconds later And I see Danny, Ben, James, Sam and Cameron walk in. No Denis but maybe he's busy. They all look at me And gasp. I just stretch my arms over my head And let out a fake yawn
"Arrrgh nice sleep" I say mid yawn And start laughing. They all race over to me And wrap me in a HUGE Asking Alexandria hug and I smile
"Oh god Jinx we missed you soo much" Ben said and I looked over at him to see tears in his eyes
"Ben, you're an amazing friend, the best I could ask for thank you soo much for being here" I say hugging him individually And then I let go And turned to them looking at Danny
"Danny I don't know what to say, thank you so fucking much, for all of this just thank you" I say tearing up
"I didn't want you to think I'm just a tool, I did what anyone who's had the pleasure of meeting you would do" he explains And I hug him.

After a few hours of crying And catching up (surprisingly not all the crying was from me) we finally settled And I noticed Denis still wasn't here so I decided to ask
"Where's Denis? You think he'd come see me" I say sorta sadly
"Well.. Denis is... not himself he didn't want you to see him because he can't handle what "he did to you" he blames the accident on himself" Ben tells me looking down
"He...He doesn't- doesn't want to.... see me?" I ask tears slowly streaming down my cheeks And Ben just wraps me in a hug
"He's different now... he doesn't like to talk about you, I'm scared" James says quietly And I let go of ben And hug James while softly playing with his hair
"It's ok he just... needs some time, we've all had our moments where you don't want to talk to anyone" I explain softly And let go of James
"Well I'm bored can someone get me discharged?" I ask And Danny nods walking out of the room And I glance around once more, looking at all the printed pictures
"Did the fans really say all of this, about me?" I ask in disbelief
"Yeah, they love you And why wouldn't they, you're an amazing person love and they can see that just like we can" Sam says And I feel the tears slowly rolling down my cheeks. How could these boys be so god damned amazing.

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