hey the one text i get that makes me smile like a mad man ..... she make me smile an i don't have many reasons to smile she says she loves having me in her life but i cant say that word love so i tell her i like being in your life i hope she doesn't think that i dont be cause i really do but i just cant use that word its like a curse to me i used that an my hole life went upside down how am i going to use that word the one that meant so much but now its a word that brought be so much pain........... i don't want to hurt her shes been throw enough but i don't know what to say with out making her feel like i don't care about her i do but that word has a hold on me that i don't know if i can or even want to let go
