is so hard to let someone in after they hurt you , you cant look at them the same they dont act the same they cant just come back an think its okay but you let them back in with a heavy heart an trust issues bullet proof walls an tell your self they cant hurt you again but the moment your with them you just cant not see them the way they were in your eyes before the pain its like they have a hold that just keeps you stuck an you cant help but want to be there an see them make sure that there good but you hurt anyway because you cant let them in
