Sad to say but i get drunk often it helps not to think about whats going on with my life like my mom being sick us getting kicked out of are house an me getting ready to go to the amry im scared but i know that when i get back i will be able to help my family but before i go i want to say i have never wanted something so much that im willing to fight for it an all i think about is fighting for it but then again i know that the thing i want most will never be mine in till i learn to let go but the funny thing is i let go already but i still havent stoped fighting ......
i know this is a weird thing that i wrote but i felt like its was something to write why not write it
