I've kept back the thoughts
of my life surrounded by you
your actions, your ways, your beliefs
your thoughts that planned destruction
So self absorbed
you didn't realize how you drained the life out of me
when I see me I'm the left over
the crumbs on the plate
the waste that's tossed aside with the rest of the wastes
and that subsides my esteem.
That doesn't seem enough
because when you're hurt
hurt people tend to hurt people
there is no closer for the times you reflected that pain
belittling those who were left to stick around
forcing your ways in spite of when it did not.
Thinking that it's okay to live this way
until the damage that was caused comes to reality
I loose insanity
that this was never the way to live
and when it comes to getting help my thoughts rather bid
rather to keep it hidden
and in time what was fractured will ridden
But reality will strike again
until I heal what was broken.
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Poetry~Poem book ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Each time he said, “My grace is all you need. My power works best in weakness.” ...
