Myli
I scrunched my face up and groaned as I woke up to noise. I fluttered my eyes open. Cam stood in front of my bed with a bowl.
"Ayo. I don't know whats going on but nigga, its about to go down"
"What you mean? What is all that noise" I sat up yawning. "Tell your friends to quiet the fuck down. Niggas trying to sleep" I looked over to where Justin was sleeping. I didnt think nothing of it when he wasn't there.
"Nigga thats not my friends. Thats Ki and Justin" The words seemed to slow down as they came out of his mouth. I jumped out the bed, pushing Cam to the side as I quickly ran to go down the stairs.
"What the fuck is going on" I yelled as I reached the bottom on the staircase. Kilo and Justin both stood on opposites sides on the island. Tory stood behind Kilo while Essence stood off to the side.
"Wassup' baby. I don't know who niggas feelings like. I woke up to the dumb shit" Justin strolled over to me, smoothly placing a kiss on my lips. I stood in place frozen. It had been almost 2 months since I seen Kilo last.
"Nigga I can show you who Im feeling like. On my mother I can show you" Kilo took a step forward only to get blocked by Tory and Essence. "Yo, let me know something Myli. You dead got the same nigga you swore you wasn't feeling in your face right now?" Kilo stood there with his jaw clenched. If looks could kill, Justin and I would've been 6 feet under ground.
"My nigga. Why are you questioning my shorty. Doesnt matter if she was feeling me or not. She mine now, now what?" Justin stood straight with his chest poked out. Oh no baby, no I thought
"Yo, who the fuck is talking to you" Kilo yelled while hitting his hand on the table. "I'm not about to talk to a nigga who got a chance to be a rebound. Temporary ass nigga" He growled
"You gone and i'm here. So who really temporary gang?" Justin shrugged
"Kilo, why are you here" I said
"Why am I here?" Kilo shot me jerking his head back
"Yes nigga? why are you here interrupting everybody sleep" I grabbed Justin wrist as I pushed him to go the stairs. I couldn't handle all of this at once. It was all for nothing. Justin just stood on the steps behind me.
"Keep ya bitch ass nigga quiet. Im here cause we been playing for too long. Im sorry. I wanna talk to you in private. Tell that nigga to pack his shit"
"Justin is my boyfriend Kilo." I said frowning. Kilo looked shocked before dropping his eyebrows and nodding.
"Heard you" He said brushing past me.
***
It had been a few weeks since I heard from Kilo. The text messages had stopped, the calls had stopped. He even stopped coming to the group outings. I heard a couple of rumors that really kept him on my mind. His sister and I had really formed a friendship. She recently asked me to reach out to him because he was going crazy. I thought about it until I seen somebody repost Leilani— pregnant as hell.
I chose to just focus on my relationship with Justin since then. I told him everything I was feeling and he never judged me. He never treated me any different. I thanked God for him daily. It was unreal how he treated me.
Why are females like this? Why do we want the niggas that don't care nor cherish us? I shook my head at the thought. I laid in Justins bed cuddled up thinking about another man. I felt disgusted and confused. It had been almost a year since I met Kilo. It was just a magnetic connection, like my soul knew him before I did. I almost wished we didn't take it to the levels we did. I missed my friend before anything.
