is this the end?
it's been three days since you drowned,
three days since i kissed you on the beach in broad daylight,
three days since everything's going down hill.
sometimes i hate myself.
actually i hate myself a lot for putting my emotions on my sleeves.
but i guess it's because i've kept them in too long.
twitter is blowing up.
we're the center of the world's attention.
kim namjoon kisses kim seokjin at the jeju beach.
"how long has this been going on?"
i had never been so scared.
as a leader, i was to hold everything in.
i was to voice thoughts without letting sentiments run over.
but when the ceo questioned us, i could hear the disgust and disappointment in his voice.
unacceptable, he seemed to scream.
"three months," i said, holding your hand under the table.
please let this not be the end
i held on to you so tight.
i thought it would be the end of us,
the end of bangtan.
"three months and this is when you tell me! after all this mess you've made," the ceo snapped, putting his face in his hands.
silent tears rolled down your face.
hyung, you never cry in these situations.
it's me who breaks and you who puts my back together.
why are you crying now?
is this hopelessness?
"i expected better from you, kim namjoon," he said.
better.
i've been trying to be better for my whole life.
why is nothing enough?
why is it that even though i've reached my limit, i am still expected to go on?
"what do you want us to do?" you said.
"i don't know, " the ceo replied."i really don't know how to get you out of this mess."
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Fanfiction"i've spent hours contemplating the words to say to you but no combination of twenty six different letters could ever accurately capture even a sliver of what this feeling is." OR in which kim namjoon is hopelessly in love with kim seokjin who is i...
