Bring Eyeliner (The Emo Trinity + Tøp) [COMPLETED-ish]

I'm So stressed.

I know I know

" will it even matter in the future?  If no, there is no use stressing about it "

THAT DOESN'T  FREAKING HELP.

it makes me more scared!!! More stressed!!!!!

I'm so weak Im scared  of Everything.

Like? I've spent my entire childhood  on this, if it isn't  important  in the future I've failed. 

Also, I have a lyrical peice this year that I will not be able to perform without crying. 

It's to say something,  and it's a group  dance. At the end. All of us "originals" (the og. 4)  run away from the youngest of the four  separately.

It signifies.... the fact that we all leave her.

A.  One year.
S. In two years.
Me  in three.

I can't leave my family. 

Also I have a lyrical  solo this year that I'm going to freaking  bawl about.

It's my choreography,  to Elastic  heart Piano Ver. 

And I'm dedicating  my performance of it to the Orlando shooting victims.

Idk im just scared of my future.

And my past.

And the present.

I can't talk about anything  without crying

Also a family friend  just got killed.

Murder suicide, gunshot wound. :/ I don't know  all the deets.

(I'm fascinated with serial killers and stuff so.... I'm trying to get the deets lol

Gn/GM
-Ash