My past is one that I ignore.
I ignore the stains on my hands that I swore I would rid.
I ignore my guilt of the sins that I've committed over these years.
I retch at the thought of my love.
I wince at my memories of happiness.
I choke on blood.
My utter disregard for you.My greed caused you to falter.
My past stays lonely.
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