capsized
breathing water is easy
my biggest fear: drowning
suddenly i am my biggest fear
i taste nothing
my eyes do not burn
my muscles are not sore
i am sinking slow
fast
limbs limp but alive
eyes open but blind
take me into the depths
where i belong
next to grey rock and brown sand
too cold
too dark
too perfect for a girl like me
if a rope fell i wouldn't grasp for it
this is everything i feared
and now it's all i need
