You won't get better
four words that makes your stomach drop
The doctor is normally the upsetter
You just want it to stop
I want to go back to when I was normal
Back to not knowing
Before I was treated like I'm paranormal
when I was easygoing
Go back to the life before worries
When my biggest fear was the playground
Back to when I was at ease
Before the doctors found what they found
I am strong
But is it enough
This illness is life long
I go around acting as if I'm so tough
But really I'm a child
But people forget that strangely enough
It's enough to make someone go wild
The meds I take are non sense
I never know how bad they will hit
But I know it will be intense
On some days I can't find the strength to sit
I'm sick
But I can't let it show
I have to be pretty slick
Cause people look at me differently once they know
I'm no longer a pretty girl
I'm the sick one
Your thoughts twirl
You start to worry a ton
You don't need to
I worry enough for the world
When I talk to you about it you feel blue
You look like you just hurled
I have to go through this
The least you could do is shut up and listen
But of course you Stay in your ignorant bliss
You stay in your clouded vision
Which I guess is for the best
I don't know if you could handle it
It's not easy to digest
The pain just leaves your heart split
Mine has been cut into thirds
Ever since I heard those four words
आप पढ़ रहे हैं
A Touch of Innocence
कविताAn innocent mind in a world full of corrupt people and one girl trying to write her way through it all.
