Crazy in Love (GirlXGirl)

Chapter 4

Selena's Point of View

As usual, she sat sa upuan sa may dining table, ako naman sa floor, sa harap ng maliit na table na parang pang japanese ang itsura.

I thought lalamunin nanaman kami ng katahimikan habang kumakain, but no. She opened a topic na mapaguusapan namin.

"It's been three days since you left your house. Do you think hahanapin ka ng mga kasama mo?" She asked while cooling her ramen.

"S-siguro... Si tito lang kasama ko sa bahay. My p-parents left me in his c-care..."

"In his care, huh?" There goes her smirk again. Does she know anything?

Nagsalita uli siya seconds after, "Hmm. It has been three days. Dapat nahanap na 'tong bahay na 'to ng mga pulis if pinahanap ka niya. I guess your uncle doesn't even care if nawala ka or what."

Natahimik ako.

Tama kasi siya. Wala naman kasi talagang paki si tito saakin. My parents left me in his care because wala din silang paki saakin. I'm pretty sure mas masaya na si tito ngayon na wala ako kasi wala na siyang palamunin at masosolo niya na yung mga pinapadala ng magulang ko na pera panggastos para saakin.

"But Selena... You have me. I'm not like them. Gusto ko nasa tabi lang kita. Why would you want to go back to your uncle? I'm here Selena. You should stay with me, in this house. Forever." She said while staring deeply in my eyes, "Unlike your uncle, I care if mawala ka. Can't you see that Selena? I'll go crazier if you leave me here. So please... just obey me and don't go..."

I was left speechless sa words ni Ashley.

I'm torn between wanting to leave this hell and wanting to stay by her side.

What in the world should I choose?

Argh. Fuck it! Wala din naman ako choice. I can't tell her na, fuck you and your psychopathic shits! I'm leaving this hell!

"Y-yes, Ashley. I won't go."

Then she smiled at me. Ah... She's really beautiful. Then nagsimula na siyang kumain.

The Next Two Days (Early Evening )

Nothing really happened today and even yesterday

Ashley was typing some stuffs sa laptop niya and ako naman naglinis lang sa bahay.

Sobrang bored ako and kahit malinis na nililinisan ko pa ulit.

My feet and legs are almost healed. Hindi na ganoon ka-sakit but hindi ko sasabihin kay Ashley na medyo okay na ang paa ko.

These past days, pinagiisipan ko talaga yung gagawin kong paglason kay Ash, I even had nightmares about it.

Ilang beses din ako naparanoid at nagkaroon ng delusion na papatayin niya ako and pinapatay niya na ako.

I had chances but I lost them. Sobrang lakas ng kabog ng dibdib ko dahil sa sobrang kaba sa gagawin ko.

But now... I've made up my mind. I'll kill Ashley tonight.

Nagluluto ako ng nilagang baka. Alam kong paborito niya to. (I was her former stalker. This is basic for me.) I want to poison her in the most special way possible.

Busy siya sa room niya. So hindi niya makikita na lalagyan ko na ng lason ang pagkain niya.

I keep on grinning like a crazy psycho while watching the poison pour in her food. Finally...

Nang maluto na, nilagay ko na sa hapagkainan ang kaserola na pinaglutuan ko.

Sakto naman na lumabas din si Ashley sa kwarto niya.