Chapter 5: Feelings Appear

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Melanie Domani Williams


I sat in his room pissed off, beyond pissed off. I'm tired of people fucking with me first I find out I have a brother and I hear this bitch saying shit about me?? I'm so tired of these mf people in this house

People say I have my dad anger , they call me crazy but I didn't show you crazy yet oh they don't want to see fucking crazy

I screamed out of frustration picking up a vase throwing it at the wall

"Just stop fucking with me!" I yelled

The door bust open and I knew it was his ass.

I didn't mean to wet him but he should've moved 
his stupid ass out the way, nobody told him to be captain save a hoe

He always want to save that bitch what the fuck is she even here for??

"What you did down there was fucked up yo" I shrugged "Thats all you do is shrug you acting like nigga not out here to kill you and you wanna fight people and shit, you need to call the fuck down"

"Ok what's your point ? I'll rather die anyway don't even know why y'all kidnapped me anyway just to save me I've been running all my life I don't care to die and you need keep yo bitches in check and maybe we won't have a mf problem ! It's been a month and I've never had any freedom! Only damn thing I could do is stay in the house dealing with you assholes and the only ones in this house I actually think are good ass people is Ash, Dave and Jake!!! Y'all keep fucking with me and I'm tired of it! You always taking up for that bitch when I never did nothing wrong ! He's been a ass because I look like my dad apparently which is bullshit and her always giving me slick remarks because she thinks I want yo mean ass??? That bitch lucky I could only give her that small ass whoopin"

He stared at me as my breathing was heavy as he started moving closer causing me to back up against the wall and soon we were face to face , I couldnt help but examine him again feeling my breathing now go at ease

"I don't know who you talking to but you really need to fix your attitude and your tone when talking to me " He mumbled and at this point I can't feel him breathing on my skin, you can see he was angry but somehow he seemed as if he wanted to control it

I looked in his eyes seeing him looking directly in mine.. I don't know how but our lips touched , when I mean I actually felt something in this kiss I really did the kiss was everything as he picked me up and laid me down on the bed still kissing me

"Aye man, I need to talk to you Ace" I hear Dave say from outside the door as we broke it up causing him to stare at me for a minute

"Ight, I'm coming dave" He said as he walked away and out the room leaving me there clueless, what the hell was that ...



Ashley Marie Taylor



I looked at Dave seeing he was staring at me

"Nigga what" I said looking back at him, I don't know why the hell he never left anyway

"Say lose that damn attitude, what the fuck was that down stairs" He fussed as I shrugged

"Yall kno I don't like her and you wonder why we always fuss and fight, why the hell do y'all even keep her! She's not welcome here she's only good at sucking off my brothers dick and playing her role which is a fucking hoe" I yelled as my chest went up and down

He sighed  "You know she's our best girl shooter Ash-"

"Because I don't wanna touch a gun she's the best ? That bitch could barely fight Melanie and how you train to fight but always get beat up but have a good trigger finger? She's only good at seducing mfs" I said  rolling my eyes

Ka is the person we use to get at well all our male and gay clients, she's a hoe she's very good at getting what she wants when she wants and yeah she got my brother how ? I don't know but that bitch was never welcomed here

She's only the best girl shooter bc I don't want to shoot a gun, I have my reasons but I rather not

"But you know we can't do anything about that Ash, until she proves herself unloyalty we can't do anything , you need to calm your nerves hype girl" I smiled a lil but frowned

"Is it bad that I don't want to shoot a gun?" I said finally facing him , he looked at me trying to figure me out "Every since what happened back then with Ace I don't want to hold a gun and sometimes I feel like why am I here??"

He stared at me shocked

"Why haven't you told him or us ? We could've talked to you about that, you know it wasn't really his fault right?" He asked as I nodded

"Of course I know it wasn't but our mom died that same night, thinking about that shit just is hard"

"I see what you mean and truly I think you should talk to your brother bout this to get him to understand but look it's 5 in the morning and all that fussing and shit down there tired me out, gts hot head" He said rubbing through my hair kissing my forehead I smiled as he walked out

"Night big head" I mumbled feeling myself getting sleepy



Arlington Omari Taylor
(Ace)



"You need to talk to ash" I frowned

"What you mean what's wrong with my sister" I said about to walk to her room until he pulled me back

"Nah bro chill, she's okay but mentally and emotionally she's not" He said I turned around

"What's wrong" I said he scratched the back of his head

"You know how she the only one who don't touch a gun" He said as I nodded

"Yeah I figured it's because her pussy ass don't be wanna shoot herself" I said chuckling he shook his head causing me to frown again

"Shes scared from what happened that night, with your mom"

Soon as those words hit from his mouth I was hurt , my baby sister was scared because of me and what I've done and she never told me

"She knows it wasn't your fault you had to do what you had to do plus it was an accident, she's just scared because it haunts her everyday" He said as I simply nodded

"Thanks for telling me this, go get some sleep Dee"

We dapped it off and I walked to her room, I knocked on the door and I went in "What you still doing up girl"

"I was going to sleep but a real nigga phone went off , wassup what you want" She said yawning

I sat on her bed

"Come here big head" She came sat next to me as I wrapped my arms around her

"Ashley I love you, everything that happened that night babygirl if I can take it back I would, you're my baby sister .. I wanted to protect you from it, I ain't mean to but it  just happened, you know I would never force you to hold a gun.. I don't even want you with one but it's really for your safety bc of everything we do and no matter what happens I love you and I'm sorry I  hope you can forgive me from that night" I said as she looked at me with tears in her eyes

"I never put anything on you, I know you did it for us, I love you too big bro" She said as we hugged

"We are family" She mumbled before dozing off I chuckled nd laid her down kissing her forehead, walking out I looked at her again, where would I be without her

She made me be the man I am today. Everything I've accomplished and everything I do was and is always for her and now we had our gang to call family so I would always do what I can to be the protector of them .

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