It doesn't matter who we are. ~Harry Styles.

Chapter 1

*** AGE OF 15 ***

Rushing to my bedroom, I quickly flew on the bed, taking my laptop into my hands. I opened it quickly, logging into Skype. My heart beat increased, my breathing became faster and my mind felt like running away.

I calmed down, seeing a famaliar name online. I called him, crossing my fingers for him to notice I was online and answer. To my luck, he answered.

I sat up straight, watching him bite his lip on the screen. 

"So.." He mumbled, licking his lips as he looked down.

"H-how are.." I paused, coughing from my cold. "You doing?"

My heart kept shattering when I talked to him like this.. it was never this awkward or unusual. Ever since we began losing contact with eachother, it felt as if we were strangers.

"I need to tell you something.." He began, my heart beating more rapid. "We've began growing bigger and bigger and our fame is rising.. I-I think it's best if we.."

My mind was yelling no, please don't do this Harry! We could work it out somehow, why are you doing this to me?!

"I think it's best if we broke up." He ended.

My heart broke. I tried holding back the tears but I failed, as they rushed down my cold cheeks like a waterfall. 

"I'm sorr-"

"Don't be. I'll see you later." I managed to say in between tears. I ended the call, slamming the laptop down. I sat up straight, sobbing on my knees, my arms wrapped around my legs. A big part of my life doesn't even love me back.. I thought we could've managed something, somehow, but he just didn't believe that.

All my emotions poured down as tears. Anger, sorrow and confusion.

It felt as if I was not needed in the world anymore, as if I was not a use to anyone or anything. 

Did he not love me? Did he not care about me? After all those memories we shared?

I knew one thing. 

I still loved him.

Those words "I think it's best if we broke up." hurt me like a knife in my heart. Those simple, ordinary 8 words have so much meaning in them to me, and because of that, it hurts. Those words drained my happiness and strength to make me a sad, lonely and weak girl sobbing because someone doesn't love her back. Those, 8 words made tears run down my cheeks like it was the end of the world.

Those 8 words are the worst words I've ever heard in my life.

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 I hoped you guys liked the first chapter. Was it interesting or not interesting? D: I tried my best trying to add detail and make it all sad and stuff like that :(, but I hoped it worked. Thanks for reading! 

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