PERFUME CALLED ATTRACTION → JIKOOK

five

you still haven't replied back.

i knew i shouldn't have said anything.

you and taehyung are going good together, i envy him for having someone as perfect as you.

it's been six days and you've left my message on read.

i don't understand why you just called me.

"jimin, i- please come over.

i need you right now..

i broke something,

again."

your voice was shaking, this was worse than the other times you told me about breaking something.

back when we were friends, that is.

i arrived at your house, filled with anxiety.

"jimin, i'm so sorry."

"kook? what's wrong?"

i tried going in for a hug.

i tried to embrace you,

to let the feelings i've been keeping in to myself pour out.

but you pushed me back.

"jungkook?"

"i'm so sorry, hyung."

you fell to the floor, crying. i didn't understand.

"you said you broke something, jungkook.

what did you break?

a plate?

a cup?

a-," i stopped speaking as soon as you put a hand on my shoulder and looked up.

i fell in love with you so much more at that moment.

i loved your eyes, the way they glistened.

even now, in your vulnerable state, you looked so beautiful.

i put my hand on your cheek and started caressing it to make you feel better.

it always seemed to soothe you before.

"what did you break, kookie?"

"i'm so sorry, jimin..

for breaking your heart."

i couldn't breathe.