PERFUME CALLED ATTRACTION → JIKOOK

twelve

this chapter is in jungkook's point of view! jimin's pov will return next chapter :')

I didn't tell anyone.

I didn't tell anyone about the sin we committed together, jimin.

I was scared of breaking taehyung's heart,

so I broke yours instead.

and now, here I am.

slouching on my bed, wondering what I could do to make it up to you. 

I was waiting for a message, but I realized that you might have been waiting for one, too.

i'm so sorry, jimin.

you were my best friend, that's what you kept saying.

but, I wanted it to be so much more.

do you not remember?

you were the one who always came over, because I only called you whenever I broke something.

that day, i'm sorry for breaking your heart.

I wish I could have broken taehyung's instead,

because he's been treating me so harshly,

there wouldn't even be a heart to break.

he is heartless.

I want you to know my part of the story.

I know you probably hate me, deep down.

but please know that from now on, I will try my best.

let's meet again, at that place.

I want you to be happy.

I don't care about myself anymore, I just want to see your smile again.

in the midst of these thoughts, I accidentally tipped over a plate.

ah, that hurt.

no, not the scar I received on my hand,

the deep scar, left in my heart.

"jungkook! can't you do anything right?! this is why your damn mother died, do you want to be the same?" 

father, please, no.

"you probably don't know how pathetic you looked breaking that, so, after i'm done with you, i'd like you to take a look in your mirror and really see how pathetic of a son you are in my eyes."

stop it!

"j-jimin? can you come over..?"