Hamilton x Reader

Philip x Reader- Good for you.

A/N: I don't own Dear Evan Hansen blah blah blah, the song isn't going to be exactly the same cause you're not Philip's mom, lots of cursing, appreciate Heidi cause she's the best character. This is also my shortest fanfiction (so far) cause it's a song fic and I'll probably do a part 2 without the song lol.

You pushed him away from you, "You're fucking unbelievable you know that?!" Tears were flowing down your cheeks as you stared at him. He stepped forward to comfort you but you stepped back, "Don't touch me!" You yelled at him, hugging yourself. "It was just this once ok...?" He said weakly, almost starting to tear up. You looked at him in awe, "What do you want me to say? Oh it's ok just don't let me find you fucking another woman ever again?!" You began to sob, covering your face. His heart wrenched as he stood there, looking down in shame. "I just couldn't deal with the deprivation okay?! And when she offered herself up to me I couldn't say no!" He clenched his fists. You stared at him in disbelief, you pursing your lips, "So you found a place where the grass is greener?" He looked up at you, "And you jumped the fence to the other side." You stepped forward, "Is it good?! Is she giving you a world I could never provide?!" He looked away in embarrassment, "Well I hope you're proud of your big decision, Yeah I hope it's all that you want and more." You clenched your fists, "Now you're free! From the agonizing life you were living before! And you say what you need to say, so that you get to walk away. Would it kill you to have to stay trapped when you've got something new?! Well I'm sorry you had it rough, and I'm sorry I'm not enough! Thank god she rescued you!" You yelled at him, turning away from him and stepping away. "So you got what you always wanted, so you got your dream come true," You spun around, "Good for you! Good for you! Got a taste of a life so perfect, so you did what you had to do. Good for you, Good for you!" You said, storming off to your room and shutting the door behind you. He followed, stopping when the door was shut in his face. He looked down, perking up when he heard your voice again, you sounded worse, "Does it cross your mind to be slightly sorry?!" You said, inhaling sharply; you were sitting in front of the door. "Do you even care that you might be wrong? Was it fun?! Well I hope you had a blast while you kept me along! And you say what you need to say, and you put on your little play, and when I have no clue, run off and don't look behind. And I guess if I'm not of use, go ahead you can cut me loose. Go ahead now I won't mind!" You yelled, looking up; a fiery burning pain roaring inside your heart as you spoke to him. "I'll shut my mouth and I'll let you go, is that good for you? Would that be good for you?" You asked, sniffling. "I'll just sit back while you run and go, is that good for you?" He spoke, "All I need is some time to think... And the boat is about to sink, can't erase what I did to you, tell me how can I change the story?! All the things that I can't take back, like a train coming off the track. As the rails and the bolts all crack I gotta find a way to stop it! Just let me out!" He said, crying out and leaning against your door. "So you got what you always wanted, Good for you." You said, getting up and walking away from the door. He sank to the floor, for once his words failing him.