I never agreed to love you

Day 3

Last night was crazy, i danced and dranked till' 3 in the morning. Thank God it's Saturday today. Ughh i haye doing this, why out of ALL the guy in this univers it has to be him?!!! But it's all for my sister. I guess i could try again but a little less extreme. I ask him out on a walk beside the beach. The sunset was beautifull, but when i saw his face... It looked sad yet mad. I ask him but he just throw away his face at me. I think he's still sad, but he looked mad. I have no idea what to do, cause i have NEVER had a boyfriend. What was i suppose to do? Ask him? He would be more mad! Ughh it's sooooo harddd! I KNOW I KNOW I HAVE AN IDEAAA! We went to a chinesse resto hihihi. I remembered that my sister ever talked about how much Zack loveeeee chinesse food. Wait why am i trying to make this guy happy again? Well i guess i do feel bad. Expecialy since he doesn't know that my sis also has cancer stadium 4. Huh.. Let's just get this over with. Thank God i only have to date him 2 more weeks. Cause by then i'll be in Canada studying for collage. Though i do feel bad.