I have to stop being so forgiving.
I have to stop being so apologetic.
I have to stop being so pathetic.
I have to stop being so useless.
I have to stop being so naive.
I have to stop being so gullible.
But I can't. I don't like this, I don't want to be this person. I'm too forgiving. I can't go hold grudges for so long. I hate having to apologize sometimes to the people who hurt me, who think I'm nothing but another speck of dust in the room; ready to be wiped away from existence.
Do you know how I feel? Do you know what happens in my daily life?
Behind the screen is an extremely shy and timid girl. Everything about me is glass; so fragile and delicate. I'm happy on the outside, but tear that down and you'll see a fragile girl with a broken spirit.
I know this sounds cheesy and cliche but I just wanted to get this out. Go ahead, break me into tiny pieces. Shatter me, smash me into the ground, you'll end up picking those broken pieces up and put me back together before my time in this world ends. My time is coming to an end.
~Gravity
