SILENT ASYLUM

JEALOUS

He kept punching me and kicking me .

-"Faggot ! You piece of shit , I would've just pulled out if I knew I would have a sinner such as your self. Your going to hell , I don't know how you can pick this lifestyle , your going to burn in hell with your retarded mother. You guys put a Shame on yourselves , on this family and on me. I hate you , I hate you , I hate you , I hate , I hate."

Every hateful word that he spat at me came with a pound or a kick.
Blood poured at my nose he kick me in it.

My weak 11 yr old body can't take all of this.

I went in fetus position as he kept hitting and kicking.

Yep it was one of those nights when he just needed a punching bag.

Usually he'll only beat me for at least 2-3 hours , but he kept going .

I didn't prepare for this.

He then went for the knife.

Oh no ! What is he doing?

He came up to me and jammed the knife in my leg.

He began to use the knife to carve in the word faggot .

I screamed at the piercing feeling of the sharp metal cutting skin.

He then screamed-"DIE YOU FAGGOT!"

I then jumped out of the bed and landed on the floor.

I was sweating and gasping for air.

Damn it! I thought I grew out of these dreams.

I really have to get over these dreams , especially now that I have a "roommate".

Speaking of roommates where is Josh?

He wasn't in the room.

I picked up my phone and realized that it's only 6:00am.

I'm surprised he's up .

He's probably a early bird , but what could he be doing in this place at 6:00 am?

Curiosity struck me.

I know I shouldn't , but I went looking for him.

What if he's lost?

Wait why do I care?

He sure as hell doesn't care about me , he doesn't even know me.

But I was already throw the hall way looking for him.

I peeked in Will and Mendy's room and saw them sleeping.

I peeked in Kevin and Tresk's room and realized that it's only Kevin sleeping.

Tresk's probably got lost to.

I then ended up in the lounge.

No one was there , but I began hearing noise in the kitchen.

I peeked inside and was not surprised .

Oh Josh was lost alright , lost in Tresk vagina.

He kept pounding her on the table as she scratched his skin.

They both were sweaty and sticky.

I saw used condoms all over the floor meaning that this isn't their first round.

Disgusting.

At least I know better than to not eat here .

Josh then noticed.

He smirked at me and nodded at me while he kept entering and exiting Tresk's fish tank.

What the fuck?

Who smirks and nods at a person while their doing the deed?

I cringed at him and left.

I noticed his face of confusion .

I should've known he's no different from Kevin or Will.

Just another idiot jock.

For some odd reason I felt a tad bit of jealousy with in me.

Why?

I don't know him and he doesn't know me.

Love isn't for me and never will be.

And on top of that Josh is straight .

Theirs no way of us being a "us".

I ended up in a huge burgundy office.

It had a humongous book shelf with millions of books and a huge couch.

I know where I'll be spending the rest of time in this garbage.

Gosh if I knew there were this much books I wouldn't have left .

I then noticed the huge blood stain on the floor on the far end of the room.

There was a bloody gun on the desk and folder with dusty files.

I looked at the gun and the blood stain and remembered the story what Mendy told us.

Mendy(flashback)-"Dr.Williams picked up his shot gun and aimed it to his ear. He shot three bullets with in his skull and dropped down to the ground dead just so he can have a bit of Silence."

That just made this hell hole even more creepier.

I'm standing in the room we're that psycho killed himself.

I picked the folder and opened it.

The dust in it almost killed me.

I brushed away the dust I noticed the horrifying things in it.

I saw torn body's , horrible deformities and people being tortured.

As I'm looking throw this I noticed little girl.

Erma.

There were pictures of her being tortured , raped and even killed.

This doctor was sick.

Sick and twisted.

He was so fucked up.

What type of person would do this?

Boo!

I jumped and screamed like a little girl when Josh came up behind me and scared the piss out of me.

He laughed at my reaction.

I then rolled my eyes and said-"What do you want?"

He looked at me in shock and said-"What's your problem?"

I then walked pass him and looked at the selection of books.

Josh then came up near me and said-"Sorry I took so long to come back to you , Tresk is quite the freak in the table sheets , if you know what I mean."

I looked at him in disgust and said-"Are you proud of your STD ?"

He then straightened his face and said-"Wait what?"

He then laughed and punched me in the shoulder and said-"Your hilarious man."

I then looked at him with a straightened face.

Why is he bothering me ?

Doesn't he have a disease to go look up or something?

Wow!

I really am jealous .

Why?

What reason would I have to be jealous?

I don't like him.

I don't like people .

What the hell is going on with me?