Restart(Yandere X Reader)

Chapter 11

Okays so I'm kind of having an authors block... And kinda lazy. It is summer after all, I do want to have some fun, but you guys have been waiting long enough so i decided to finally update. This chapter is a little focused more on Shiro, since we gotta get the whole yandere starting, like fr its already the fricking 11th chapter holyshit. Also, I will have a long note at the end of this chapter and I REALLY would appreciate it if you'd take the time to thoroughly read it

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That night, Shiro laid in his bed... Lately, he hasn't been sneaking out to watch Hina sleep... Lately, He just felt no need to go see her. He felt as if his feelings for her weren't there anymore... He thought back to why he liked Hina.

'Hina-chan is kind. Yes, very kind. I've liked her ever since I was little...' he closed his eyes.

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The five year old boy sat on the swings alone. No one would play with him, and it made him mad. Because he was on the swings, no one else would join him. He didn't do anything wrong to make everyone not like him. All he did was tackle the boy and bite him for making fun of him. It wasn't that big of a deal.

Shiro brushed his bangs out of his face, and sighed. He kicked his legs back and forth to keep himself moving on the swing. From the corner of his eyes, he saw someone else get on.

"H-hi... I saw that the swing was free... So, um, yeah." the girl stuttered and got on the swing. "You don't mind, right?"

Shiro shook his head, of course he didn't mind! He wanted a friend to play with.

"I'm Hina... Nice to meet you." she shyly smiled at him, slightly swinging her legs back and forth.

"I'm... I'm Shiro. Aren't you scared of me? Don't you hate me?" he asked, confused as to why she would talk to him.

"Why would I be scared of you? You're like everyone else!" she grinned.

"You didn't see what happened yesterday?" he asked.

"Saw what? I wasn't here yesterday." she replied, tilting her head.

Shiro opened his mouth to tell her but stopped. If he told her, she'd be scared and run off like all the other kids. "No... Nothing happened."

Hina stared at him blankly before a smile lit up on her face, "Do you want me to push you on the swings?"

Shiro smiled at this, "Y-yeah!"
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He sighed and opened his eyes. Unable to sleep he turned to his side where he faced the window, "I wonder what Y/N is doing..."

He decided to get out of bed to 'check on her'. Once he got to the guest room, he opened the door... Only to be met with the cold emptiness of the bedroom. He furrowed his brows, and noticed how the bed was neatly made.

He turned around and quickly went downstairs. He headed straight to the door and opened it. The chilly cold air slapped against his skin. He looked to the house beside his. The lights were on.

"Ah- so they went back..." he said to himself.

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I am pretty sure on one of my chapters, I have asked some of you not to ask for updates, as it is very rude.

I am so close to not wanting to write for this story.

Updating comments are seen as rude and ignorant.
My life outside of the internet always take priority over my stories on Wattpad. Writing is a hobby, not a job. So I only write when I feel like it. Plus, I don't get paid for writing or anything else besides your comments and feedback- which I appreciate.
Now, update comments... Your intentions may not be to be rude, but it'll appear that way. Sometimes I wonder if you take the time to read the author notes or if you care about the work put into this story. A good story and chapter takes time and planning- and might I add that I do have other stories that I want to work on and update too, so I can't only work on this one all the time.
Update comments makes me not want to update, so it makes me update slower. If I haven't updated in awhile, it doesn't mean I've abandoned Wattpad or my stories. I am simply just busy with life.
If you haven't published a story, I don't want to see you demanding an update. Maybe you've written some that you haven't published but, if you're not an author, then you don't get to tell me that it's ok for you to demand an update.

Ex. of bad comments are:

"Update soon"
"Pls update"
"Are you still there?"
"It's been X amount of time since you updated"
"More"
"When are you updating?"

And it ticks me off even more when people message me, asking and telling me to update. Yes, I know you want an update, and I understand that you want more than just an author note but please understand that it is rude, even if you don't mean it to be.

Now, if you aren't demanding or asking for updates, I appreciate the love you have shown for this story and I enjoy reading your comments as well- since it is somewhat amusing >~>

Anyways, I apologize for making the author note prolly longer than the story itself but I just had to write this.