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If I Lose Myself (Narry)

Niall's POV

I didn't want this, why was I being forced into something that I didn't want? My dad basically stated that if I didn't marry this unknown boy that I won't inherit any of his abundant properties, nothing at all. I can't live without the money, it's like my personal drug and without it I can't obtain my ecstasy which is luxury. Since my days of youth I've been spoiled endlessly and I wasn't about to give it up now, so I had to agree. Apparently this, still anonymous dude, is rich as well. It's kinda like a strengthening to both families' power. This lad and I are the unlucky victims of this disgusting game. I just hope that he'll just disagree then I won't have to be stuck with him. From the simple things my mother has told me about him I've learned that he's handsome, kind, and respectful. Not my type. Well not the handsome part, just the kindred nature. I liked my game arrogant and dirty. Just like how I am because the result of our fusion is mystifying.

Sadly, the stupid chap accepted this proposal and our marriage was due to the end of this week, which was tomorrow. I was so pissed and I was trying really hard not to snap at my parents. I was actually anxious to see him, but overall I wanted to get the heck out of this deal before I kill someone. I knew that any careless action would cost me a lot, so I decided to keep my mouth shut and my temper under control. I needed to get some sleep, for a long day awaited me tomorrow, and unbeknownst to me, I will be more surprised than agitated.

Harry's POV

I knew accepting that offer was my only chance. No one would ever want to be stuck with a 'mute' boy. I wasn't exactly mute, I just preferred not to talk since that accident. The day that my biological father abandoned my mother and I was the most horrific experience of my life. He left because of me; because of my sexuality. He claimed that I was a disgrace to human nature and that he didn't want to be my father anymore, so he left. My mother was the only person that supported me. She married a rich guy a couple of months later, only because she fell in love with him. He was kind to me as well, he treated me as if I were his own son. When he told me about this ordeal I agreed, nodding my head in confirmation. I just hoped that I would somehow maybe find my happily ever after with that guy. Like maybe we might fall in love on the way. The main reason I agreed to this is just because it was a really good opportunity for Robbin and I didn't want to ruin that. So I agreed, if it ended up being a bad choice then it would just add to my existent misery, and if it was a good choice then it would be my remedy.

The wedding was tomorrow and we were a couple of hours away from sunrise hinting that I should probably get some sleep, but my raging thoughts wouldn't allow me.

I was fumbling with my bow tie nervously when my mother walked in.

"You look lovely baby." I only smiled at her. It's not like I don't talk to my mom, she's the only person whom I've uttered out some words to since that day.

"I'm sure you'll be alright Harry, do you really want to do this angel?" She asked softly.

"Yes." I whispered, deciding to tell her something before leaving her for god knows how long.

"C'mon handsome, they're waiting." She extended her hand for me to take it, which I did after a moment of hesitation. I was quite nervous, for I never saw the guy. I only knew that his name was Niall Horan and that he was filthy rich as well.

My mother lead me down the aisle towards the awaiting blonde man. Only then did I raise my head to look at him. I was awestruck, he was really really good looking. His blonde hair was styled into perfection, his eyes were an intoxicating shade of blue but they had a cold glare in them directed towards me, his lips were cherry red looking kissable and inviting. I blushed at my thoughts and looked towards his eyes again to see him checking me out as well. His sinful lips turned up to a smirk when he saw the faint streak of red highlighting my cheeks.