shane: yeah
shane: sorry this is so late
shane: timezones are the worst
ryan: no!!! it's ok, no worries
shane: what did you want to talk about?
ryan: i had a talk with saf and i just feel like we have some things we kinda need to clear up
ryan: about why you've been avoiding me lately
shane: i haven't been avoiding you
shane: i told you i was just busy
ryan: that's literally not even true!!!
ryan: the whole time you've been ""busy""" you've been talking to saf and sara
ryan: don't act like you don't know what's going on
ryan: i'm tired of you acting like such a dick to me when you're friends with everyone else
shane: i'm not acting like a dick to you
shane: you just don't get it, do you ???
ryan: get what!!!
ryan: this isn't the way to treat your best friend, even if you're """busy"""
ryan: if you're gonna make claims like that then you need a better excuse
shane: i figured we could ease into this conversation but like
shane: since you decided to push it this way
shane: do you want to know my excuse, ryan
shane: i've been avoiding you because I LIKE YOU holy shit
shane: everything you do is just so UNBEARABLY ENDEARING and i was scared to say something stupid and make you not want to be friends with me because i'm creepy or weird or something
shane: but in the process i guess i fucked it up anyway ???
ryan: you didn't fuck it up
ryan: you're an asshole but you didn't fuck it up
shane: really
ryan: i like you too, shane
ryan: i just want you to be honest with me about these things because we could have avoided this entire mess if you would have just told me from the beginning
shane: i mean
shane: you're right this was stupid
ryan: you didn't apologize but i still forgive you
ryan: :)