bluster book

idk what i feel

so um right now I guess I just feel unworthy, useless, and a ton of other things. I feel like I don't deserve to be an author or an artist or anything. but I am fighting those feelings because I know that I am perfect just the way I am. everyone is. everyone deserves to be what they want to be in life.

now I know for a fact that my life isn't perfect and that I am not perfect. I just know that I deserve to be happy just like everyone in life does. and I know that a lot of people have probably told you all this multiple times, but they aren't lying.

people in my life tell me that I need to do this or need to be that, but the truth is that I need to be who I want to be and their opinions don't matter.

people tell me I'm ugly. okay, so, news flash I don't give a flying fuck about how they view me. and neither should you.

sometimes when you lose someone close to you, there might not be anyone around to help you with it. try and find someone who will stick by your side no matter what. just like I did with my good friend Kat.

me and Kat have been friends for almost nine years. and to me that means the world.

so I guess today's update is about being yourself.