Lovers paradise / Kian Lawley

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Kian pov:
I feel like I'm slowly loosing my mind and everything is going to hell. I messed up the best thing that has ever happened to me. My daughter is sick and is only getting sicker. My family is falling apart and I feel like it's all my fault. Even my fans hate me the hate is out of this world but I deserve it. I deserve every bad this in the world. London and Nadia don't deserve any of it. Sometimes I feel like it would be better if I just disappeared from the world, but I have to think about the fact that Nadia would have to grow up with a dad but at the same time she might not grow up at all. Life isn't fair what so ever. London and Nadia my two girls that I love so much deserve nothing but a perfect life but they don't have that instead Nadia is sick and they were stuck with me, a fuck up of a dad and a fuck up of a boyfriend. I don't know how much longer I can do this for but I do know something being with London is like being lost in LOVERS PARADISE