Lovers paradise / Kian Lawley

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London pov:
  I miss him. I miss his touch. I miss his smile. Hell I even miss him just screaming being the dumb ass that he is. I miss Kian Lawley, but I'm scared to get hurt. I'm scared that everything will just end. I'm scared I'm going to loose my family. Nadia is only getting worst and it kills me everyday. It kills me that she might not get to grow up. She might never  experience what love is or what a heartbreak is. She might never know what it feels like to be a adult. She might never get the life she deserves. I don't know what I would do if I lost Nadia I mean I already lost kian well kian lost me and I'm just to scared to change that. I would be alone and my heart would be more broken then it already is. I don't even know if I would be able to live. She is the last thing I have to hold onto. See if me and Kian were still together we would get through this together and have that support system that we truly need. Kian is handling this the best he can or maybe he isn't I'm not sure we did not really talk anymore we just spend our time with Nadia. I miss my family. I miss they way everything use to be. I miss me.