Lovers paradise / Kian Lawley

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Kian pov:
I fucked up I cheated on a amazing women all because I was to much of a pussy to deal with my past. The past that YouTube doesn't know about that London doesn't know about. I cheated on her for her safety. If I could change anything about my past it would definitely be joining that gang. That is right I was in a gang. The girl I cheated on London with is the gang leader. She threatened to hurt London and Nadia if I didn't have sex with her. I couldn't take the chance of my girls getting hurt a lot more then what I have already did. I fucking miss my family. I miss seeing Nadia laugh she has been getting more and more sick everyday. The doctors said there is nothing else they can do to save her. She is dying and it kills me. It kills me because I know that me and London are about to lose the one good thing in both of our lives. I'm going to lose my daughter. I already lost my best friend, London. I am going to be alone. Jc is the only one that new about the gang only because he was in the gang too. He got it easy. I'm loosing everything in my life. Maybe I should just end my life too.