They Go-Why Don't We Boys

Chapter 19

Jonah and Corbyn made the fire, everyone else sat around and talked. It was awkward at first but eventually the tensions died down.

Craters POV
It's been about an hour and June still hadn't come out of the pool house. I grew concerned, I needed her out here with me. I was still furious with Daniel even though I was beyond anxious to just kiss him. I walked into the kitchen to get some snacks and the fixings for s'mores. I texted June telling her we were making s'mores, they were her favorite. Still no sign of her.. I just assumed she fell asleep.

"Hey can we talk?" I heard Dani whisper to me

I led him to my room and we sat on my bed. Daniel walked around and admired all my pictures and trophies.

"Won miss talkative" he joked

"My favorite Award" I said laughing.

He finally stopped admiring the room and just stayed still In silence

" carter I'm so sorry, I want you in my life. I don't deserve you, or anything but I want you. I want you back in my arms, I want us. I want to love you and never stop" Daniel said then started crying

"I love you too Daniel" was all I managed to say

We just sat there in silence. Until Christina broke it by running into my room and jumping on me.

"We graduate in 3 weeks" she screamed

"I know so soon" I screamed

"We are invited right?" She asked with reassurance

"Of course" I said picking her up bridal style and walking downstairs and Daniel following

" hey she's my girlfriend" Corbyn said jealously

"Are you sure?" I said jokingly setting her down

We all just sat by the pool, talking and laughing, until we realized June and Jack were not out here.

Jacks POV
It's been almost an hour since we have been here and June still didn't come out, I was very anxious. Daniel asked Carter to talk and they left, Jonah and Rachel were in the living room making out while Lena and Zach just talked. Corbyn and Christina were making s'mores so I decided to go and check on June

I knocked on the pool house door and there was no response, I knocked again and nothing. Then I heard my phone ding

" Jack, I want you but I don't. I miss you but I can't. I forgive you but I will never forget. Seeing you, only hurts. I gave you every bit of my love I had just for you to throw it away. I know what it feels like not to be good enough and you made it very obvious I wasn't. I'm sorry I'm not, I wish I could be. I wish you the best and hope you find someone special in your life. I will always love you"

I felt myself crying. I hated myself but I needed to tell her how sorry I was. I twisted the door knob and it opened so I walked inside and seen her sitting on her couch, crying. She looked up just as I did and we made eye contact, she looked at me with hope in her eyes, but I didn't know what to say or how to feel.

"We are making s'mores" I said looking at he ground

"When do you leave?" She asked wiping her tears

I immediately looked up and swallowed my spit

"Tomorrow night for our last 4 shows of the tour" I said knowing it would hurt her

"Sounds like fun," she said pulling her knees into her chest

I just sat on the couch and she turned on the tv, she walked to her room and came back out with some gym shorts and a tshirt and a towel

"Here, change" she said handing me the stuff