I...feel so lonely...hibari is not here to accompany me. I feel happy being hibari's and all...but I want to be more selfish and have hibari for myself only.
But...there's no way I can know his feelings to me. He never says anything...he just smiles and pats my head....I want...more. I know I am greedy but..It...isn't wrong right?
' FN FN ' this voice!!! hibari's back!! I run down the hallway excited to see him. But what I see doesn't exactly...really make me happy...hibari has a girl..by his side. And he has his hand on top of the girl's head. Isn't that... my privilege? I pretend to be happy and force a smile on my face.
me:hi. I am LN FN. I am...
hibari: (interrupts) my little girl. She is kushiran.
kushiran:hi. I am here to help vongola in repairing their box weapons.
me:friend neh.
kushiran: best friend!!!
She hugs my hibari with that bright smile on her face.Hibari messes with her hair...why not me? I want him to mess my hair too...
me:well,welcome to vongola.
kushiran:so...I heard you're not a member of vongola. So why are you here so often?
me:I... because of hibari.
hibari: you should go back to work. I've told you many times. I am fine without you.
hibari...are you abandoning me for that girl...? You have told me many times but...I just want to be with you. Is that even wrong...?
Tears fall uncontrollably, weirdly I still can maintain that smile on that face of mine.Why... I wonder...why can I still smile...
kushiran:you okay?You're crying.
me:I...I..am fine...
Hibari suddenly pulls me and I fall into his embrace.Hibari...what are you doing? I don't want you to hug me. I don't want to appear weak in front her...I don't want you to sympatise me..is that all you feel for me?
Maybe...I should have expected it when I said yes to his favour that day...
hibari pov:
She....she pushed me away. I don't understand. She had her cold face on. Her smile was gone.She turned her back onto me. 'have fun.Its ok to not look for me. That's what you want right?' she said coldly and left.
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ReaderxHibari:You're mine only.
Romanceauthor's note : LN=Last Name FN=First Name I start with 10 years later... Read this like reading a diary . Your diary.So its like...I....Something. ..I...something. .. you get the idea. oh...and to give a little bit of intro... you are a short smal...
