ReaderxHibari:You're mine only.

16: an answer

tsuna:oh FN ,what brings you here?

me:delivery of items. I'm going for a week job. Don't call me or disturb me.

tsuna:FN...there is no way to mend things is there?

me:there's nothing to mend...I hope. I will have my answers when I come back. If its as you say,I will continue helping vongola. But I will not step in here if unneccesary.

tsuna:FN...

*knock knock*

me:kyouya...you here?

He comes in through another door. Seems like he came in from the balcony. Carrie follows behind.

carrie: FN, why are you here?

I can't really stand it...questioning me like that. Like she's the owner of this room. Like she owns kyouya.

me:I'm going for a week job. If till than,you cannot find in your heart for an answer...I'll know that you have chosen her. I'll never appear in front of you again. I'll try at least.

I turn to leave the rom. Tears threatening to flow. I held back,I will not allow her to see my weak side. I will not cry. Suddenly, kyouya grabbed onto my wrist.

hibari:at least promise me that you'll be mine until I find an answer.

Should I say no? Should I give him a chance? If I say no...will I regret? Confused and contradicting feelings run through my head for an answer.

hibari:please.

me:o...okay...

I soften and gave in. He said please...he never said to me before. I guess...to him I just am that weak.

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chiyuu:need me to go on the job with you?

me:no...I need some time alone.

takeshi:how about me? I promise to make you better.

me:I'm sorry takeshi...but...

Suddenly he wraps his arms around me. He pushes my head gently into his chest.

takeshi: cry if you need to.

me:I...I...

takeshi: don't hold it in. Its okay to be weak in front of others.

In his warm embrace...and confused feelings running through my head since just now...I want to push him away. I know I promised kyouya. but...just a part of me told me its okay. You're sad and you need some comfort.

I let out cries of frustration. His embrace...it was so soft and gentle. It was like a cushion of comfort. I dried my tears and push him away gently.

me:gomene..I shouldn't have done that to you.

takeshi:what are you talking about? You didn't do anything. You just needed comfort and I gave it to you.

me: you know that's not what I mean...

takeshi: even if I get hurt later, its my choice. Don't think too much.

me:takeshi...

takeshi:shall we go?

me: gomene takeshi, but I really...

He put his finger to my lips, 'I have an important task by tsuna. To make sure you don't do anything silly on the trip.'

me:liar.

takeshi:its true. And also to choose the materials needed for kyoko's party 2 weeks later. That's your job for this time's trip right.

me:*smiles* okay.

I guess it wouldn't hurt to have an accompany on the trip.