Carrie called me here for some reason she didn't say.I just came and seat and the booth that was reserved under her name.
Just than...I heard her voice. It was from the next booth.
carrie : still remember the old times?
hibari : I'll never forget.
carrie : kyouya. ..will you accept me again?
hibari : there is FN
carrie : I'll make her go away . So...will you?
hibari : make her go away how?
carrie : you know . Like how I've always been doing things.Kill her.
hibari : don't touch her.
carrie : isn't she just a toy to you?
hibari : None of your buisness.She's mine only. Not yours to decide.
carrie : I...thought you still love me.
kyouya didn't answer.
carrie : so you're not sure. I'll wait for you kyouya.
She came over to the booth I was at . Kyouya was right behind. He looked a little shocked to see me here.
Carrie held onto his arm leaning close. Acting like his girlfriend. No...she wasn't acting...she was behaving like his girlfriend.
I feel. ..defeated. ..Kyouya didn't swing her hand away either. ..even if he's not sure about his feelings. ..that very action that I hoped he would do, but didn't, make me think that ....maybe. ..I'm not as precious as I think I am in his heart.
I stood up and walked past the both of them. Kyouya grabbed onto my hand.
hibari : I didn't know.
me : I know.
hibari : I...
me :(interrupt ) just let me go.
He lets go .For once he does as I wished. My tears fall uncontrollably. I didn't want him to see it. If I'm not as precious as I think than I don't want him to see my weak side.
He doesn't deserve to.
Its my fault. I always get sucked into people's world so easily. I always let myself get sucked into people's black hole.
If only...only I rejected him that time.That time when he said he want to claim me as his.
I wouldn't be under his control. ..I wouldn't want to be under his dominance. I wouldn't crave for his dominance over me.
I could have just let him go.It might not be easy but. ..at least I wouldn't crave for him to make me his.
chiyuu was right ,I'm screwed by him.
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Romanceauthor's note : LN=Last Name FN=First Name I start with 10 years later... Read this like reading a diary . Your diary.So its like...I....Something. ..I...something. .. you get the idea. oh...and to give a little bit of intro... you are a short smal...
